My Story

WARNING: What you are about to read could be shocking. If you are not aware of this phenomenon, you would probably not believe what I say. What you find here is how i feel about this phenomenon.

When I was working for an email marketing company  in US, I experienced a very strange situation. It happened in the year 2009. In the first couples of weeks, everyone seemed to be nice and friendly. After the second weeks, I felt something was not right. All of sudden, I noticed a strange and bizarre behavior of some co-workers there.  I was treated differently by a group of people at that company (especially one particular group in IT department).  Some people were so rude. Some people passed hints on me. Some talked about certain things related to my personal life. Some talked about  things I said or did in my apartment. They frequently referred to places, restaurants that I visited couples of days ago. Some were following me when I went to restroom or cafe. Some others mimicked my actions, words and my dresses. Some people jumped on me while I was walking along corridors of the office building and pretended like accidents. Someone had scratched my car door while it was in the parking lot. Those incidents seemed like small mishaps. I had to pee several times  while I was at work. Sometimes I had to pee 4 times in two hours. I felt some vibration/needle like pain in my belly, leg and arm from time to time. Whenever I went to pee, a co-worker was following me. Different people were doing this at different time. But when this happened everyday more than couples of times a day, I came to realize they were doing this purposely. Weeks later, there were some changes in the management in my team. Couples of people left the company. It appeared that one particular group were behind this. Some people were actually nice. Some of them seemed to be sympathetic to me. I was supposed to report to a new supervisor and she screamed at me couples of times. I was given less work. Sometimes I was not given any task for weeks if not months. Even If I was assigned a task, it was not something important.  At the same time, this group tried to isolate me within the company. They were trying to humiliate me, control me, harass me, single me out, manipulate me and change my thought process.

Gradually, Harassment occurred even outside of the office. Whatever happened inside the office started to happen in public places too. Random people bumped on me while I was walking.  Someone was always watching me or following me while I was outside. A neighbor came or left the apartment at the same time I left or came. My neighbors started to harass me in various ways. My upstair neighbor started jumping on the floor at night. Nextdoor guy  banged my wall while I was sleeping. Some neighbors frequently slammed the doors. I had couples of car accidents during a short period of time. Wires of my car were badly damaged while it was at a garage overnight. The following day I was informed that  wires were eaten by rabbits. They did not pay me a penny for the damage. Instead, they charged me lot more for changing a water pump which was perfectly fine.  Basically, I was harassed 24/7.  I could not go to the grocery store, coffee shop, bar, gym, mall. You name it. I was harassed everywhere. Some of  the harassment tactics are strangers blocking my way using grocery carts, invading my personal space , cutting me off while I was walking or driving (This is called classical conditioning in psychology. Once you are harassed in this fashion for a long time, you would be so defensive next time you go to one of these places. You are stressed out. You are anxious).

They tried to isolate me from the society. Basically, They tried to put me under unofficial house arrest. I could not talk to anyone. Random people/friends/coworkers used directed conversation to harass me. Some tried to put the blame on me. Real perpetrators used different people to convince me that I was  just paranoid. I could not even talk to a woman. She may talk to me for couples of minutes. Couples of minutes later,  she is no longer  the same woman. Her tone is different. She is suspicious of me. All of sudden she wants to leave. When this happened again and again, gradually I lost interest in talking to people. Keep in mind, all these things I have described here are still happening. The intensity of the harassment is different from time to time. This is an unofficial house arrest. Luckily some people who knew what was going on tried to help me. (There were some nice people in the company too. Even the HR and training managers and many other people seemed to be nice people. It appeared that they did not have the power. ) However, gradually they were also not able to do anything. Soon, I realized that it was a carefully coordinated psychological harassment carried out by an organized group. I have been a victim of 24/7 covert electronic surveillance, psychological harassment, manipulation and mind control. This is also called organized stalking. What happened at the email company is called workplace mobbing. This is just one part of the harassment process. After a while, I could not take it anymore. I got sick couples of times. I had back pain, lose motion, head-aches, breathing problems, allergies, cough. I could not sleep well. I felt exhausted. I was so demoralized. I was depressed.

However, the surveillance had begun long before the second phase of the harassment(sensitization) occurred.  I believe this was happening even before I came to US. When I looked back at my past events and compared them with what was happening then, I came to know there is a clear pattern of this harassment. The surveillance had started when I was in Sri Lanka. I was in junior high school back then. (Maybe even before that. Maybe, since I was born. We never know. This may come from generation to generation). I had no idea about this until I was mobbed at the email company. (Even though I was suspicious of some of my past life events , now only I can understand why and how these events occurred. It was always t difficult to find a job. It was not easy to start a meaningful, intimate relationship with a woman I like. It was hard to meet people and make new friends that I like to hang out with. I had been bullied at many different places. I thought they all happened because of my fault or I was just unlucky. Now I know that my perpetrators have been denying my basic human rights for years. They have been sabotaging all my opportunities. They have been ruining my personal/social/dating relationships. They have been doing lots of evil acts. They have been trying to push me into the lowest level of the social ladder. (Many things happened in my life since then. Some of these events had changed my life forever). I clearly don’t know why they targeted me at the first place.

But I must say that everyone is not bad. A group of people from one particular group wants to destroy my life. This is the same group who started bullying me at the email company. It was clear they were manipulated by an invisible force (The real perpetrators). They all have the same political/religious view. They have found a similar group in Sri Lanka too. Apparently, they all worked together. (Not necessarily they belong to the same race or religion). Those who started this at the workplace were able to recruit more people from different races, religions, colors, social levels, professions and political groups.  Slowly they were able to turn many people against me by spreading all sorts of lies and rumors. It seemed like they were able to recruit some of the local police officers too. I was followed by police cars for no reason when I went to work and back home. Some days, police cars were parked at the company parking lot. Apparently, they can recruit anyone from the society.  They manipulate not only me but also anyone who comes into my life.  All information about me is passed to my friends, coworkers, relatives and strangers by these handlers so that they are motivated to do or say negative things. (

Now, I am convinced that those who have access to mind control technology can manipulate people around me. The perpetrators can make people act or think in a certain way. They can make people say certain trigger words. I believe they stimulate the brain of the person who interacts with me using mind control technology so that he/she tends to do negative things. I know it is hard to believe. But trust me, they have the capability to do so.  (However, I must say not necessarily everyone say or do bad things. So if the person is a really nice one, he/She may still choose not to do anything negative. Also, it depends on who try to control them.). Sometimes people are not aware that what they are doing is harmful. This is a no touch torture. My life has completely changed and harassment continues ever since. The perpetrators may have put me on a watch list as this author describes here.

Most large corporate workforce and many smaller ones have already been brought wholesale into this Network through ‘Occupational Health and Safety’ laws that require employees and employers to report anything in the workplace that might be considered suspicious or threatening activity. Anyone who is reported on is assessed (without their knowledge) to determine if they should be put on a ‘watch list’. Watch lists are a key aspect of the Network’s operations, and will be discussed further on. – The network(version one) by Anthony Forwood

Also see ACLU spy files article. http://www.aclu.org/spy-files/more-about-fusion-centers

The following research article describes this situation below. This is the story of my life. This is exactly what I have been going through for last 4 years. Well at least I had a good support system before I was mobbed even at my previous workplaces.

Workplace mobbing 

This phenomenon has been called “mobbing,” “ganging up on someone” or psychic terror. It occurs as schisms, where the victim is subjected to a systematic stigmatizing through, inter alia, injustices (encroachment of a person’s rights), which after a few years can mean that the person in question is unable to find employment in his/her specific trade. Those responsible for this tragic destiny can either be workmates or management.

case study – Leif case :

Leif could not keep his job, nor could he get another one, as his medical history could be only too clearly seen in his job applications. There was nowhere in society where he could turn for help. He became totally unemployable — an outcast. One of the ironies of this case is that Leif had previously been employed by a number of companies where he had performed well, had been a good workmate and had been given good references by his employers. (We have found similar cases in Sweden, Denmark, Western Germany, England,Austria, USA, and Australia.)   

Psychical terror or mobbing in working life means hostile and unethical communication which is directed in a systematic way by one or a number of persons mainly toward one individual. There are also cases where such mobbing is mutual until one of the participants becomes the underdog. These actions take place often (almost every day) and over a long period (at least for six months) and, because of this frequency and duration, result in considerable psychic, psychosomatic and social misery. This definition eliminates temporary conflicts and focuses on the transition zone where the psychosocial situation starts to result in psychiatric and/or psychosomatic pathological states.

Phase 2: Mobbing and Stigmatizing
Many of the communicative actions which can be observed occur fairly often in everyday life. But within the framework of the harassment phenomenon, they have an injurious effect,as these actions are used consistently and systematically over a long period, with the intention of causing damage (or putting someone out of action). All the observed actions have the common denominator of being based on the desire to “get at a person” or punish him/her.Thus manipulation is the main characteristic of the event. What is shown to be manipulated is:
1. The victim’s reputation (rumor mongering, slandering, holding up to ridicule).
2. Communication toward the victim (the victim is not allowed to express him/herself,
no one is speaking to him or her, continual loud-voiced criticism and meaningful
glances).
3. The social circumstances (the victim is isolated, sent to Coventry).
4. The nature of or the possibility of performing in his/her work (no work given,
humiliating or meaningless work tasks).
5. Violence and threats of violence. 

Important note in preface to Heinz Leymann, “Mobbing and Psychological Terror at Workplaces,” Violence and Victims 5 (1990), 119-126. http://www.mobbingportal.com/LeymannV%26V1990(3).pdf

This is from another article.

A few common ways in which harassment is expressed
1. Making rude, degrading or offensive remarks.
2. Making gestures that seek to intimidate, engaging in reprisals.
3. Discrediting the person: spreading rumors, ridiculing him, humiliating him, calling into question his convictions or his private life, shouting abuse at him or sexually harassing him.
4. Belittling the person: forcing him to perform tasks that are belittling or below his skills, simulating professional misconduct.
5. Preventing the person from expressing himself: yelling at him, threatening him, constantly interrupting him, prohibiting him from speaking to others.
6. Isolating the person: no longer talking to him at all, denying his presence, distancing him from others.
7. Destabilizing the person: making fun of his convictions, his tastes and his political choices.

In the workplace, employees who are psychologically harassed or psychologically tortured are often described as having the wrong interpretation of events, or having a “perception problem”, a “bad attitude”, and the wrong view of reality. They are then asked to consult a medical professional, a psychiatrist, and are then usually subsequently discredited and classified as having a psychological problem or mental illness.

PSYCHOLOGICAL HARASSMENT INFORMATION ASSOCIATION – http://www.psychologicalharassment.com/psychological-harassment-at-work.htm

Author Gail Pursell explains the 5 phases of workplace mobbing process.     5 phases of workplace mobbing process

Community Mobbing 

Gradually the harassment at work-place turned out to be a community mobbing as I explained before. It spread out everywhere I went. The perpetrators have been systematically destroying both my personal and professional life. They had been distancing me from my support groups by spreading various lies, rumors. They have isolated me from the society. The perpetrators have been constantly trying to push me into the lowest level of the social ladder. It is extremely difficult to make friends. Whenever I meet someone or a group of people, the preps approach them and poison them with negative thoughts. (But I believe some people also try to help me. The real perpetrators are so cunning and they can deceive those who try to help me). So eventually, the preps take control of friendship /relationship and manipulate my friends.  Still I try to stay positive. I decided to upload videos of my own experience at public places to social networking media like YouTube and let other people know what I have been going through. One of my goals is to educate people about this crime against humanity. If you are not a targeted individual, it would be very difficult to understand or believe what I say. People barely notice this crime even if this happens right in front of their eyes. This is happening in every country in this word today.

Harassment tactics:

Basically, I am under 24/7 electronic surveillance. My phone is illegally  tapped. My personal computer is hacked. My personal email and social networking accounts are hacked. My every move (even inside my apartment) is watched. Those who monitor me, share my very personal information, weaknesses, fears, likes, dislikes with my friends, co -workers, managers, relatives and even strangers so that they get offended. Some of them may hurt. Some of them may feel jealous of me. Some of them feel inferior to me. Some of them may feel hatred towards me. The perpetrators gradually feed the information. Keep in mind, whatever the perpetrators say may not necessarily be true. They manipulate or misinterpret it. Whenever someone gets offended/hurt, they can use my personal information against me to harass me. The stalkers spread lies, twisted rumors and half truth. By doing this, the perpetrators try to discredit me as well as motivate others into using verbal attacks, cyber bullying or any other type of harassment. I don’t have any privacy right now. The perpetrators use racial, religious stereotypes as well as any other differences to turn people against me. They could use anything such as race, religion, color, age, gender, region, profession, political opinions etc. They try to break all my support systems.  They divide people into different groups and try to turn one support group against another. The perpetrators try to sensitize me to certain objects, sounds, words, that are related to a previous stalking incident. After I am sensitized to these words, objects or sounds, they ask my friends, co-workers to use these words during our conversations. The stalkers try to make me look like a crazy and paranoid person.  Lots of people participate in this stalking game. Some of them think this is just a simple joke. As they don’t see the complete picture, they don’t fully understand the sinister side of this program. Let alone dating it is extremely difficult to make any friends now. The perpetrators try to convince the audience that I am anti-social or I am a loner. The truth is the perpetrators prevent me being socialized by using various psychological harassment tactics. I was a very healthy, active, friendly and fun loving person before I experienced this harassment.

Some of other harassment tactics are gas lighting, cyber bullying, trolling, slander campaign, brightening (flashing lights by random drivers at nights), staging car accidents,  crowding at public   places, invading my personal space by strangers at public places, manipulating traffic lights while driving, creating artificial traffic on the roads or around the neighborhood, financial losses, noise campaign such as door slamming or banging walls by neighbors, rumbling car or motor cycle engines loud inside my apartment complex, honking, synchronization,  monitoring and electronic harassment by neighbors, mail tempering , delaying service at public places, keeping me waited in long lines,  anchoring, baiting, black mailing, mimicking my actions and words, sabotaging my job opportunities , blacklisting me in the job market, ruining my financial , professional and personal life . I cannot describe here some of other things they have done. This program is designed so that when a target try to explain what he/she experiences , the target appears crazy or paranoid.

Who is behind spying?

They are everyday citizens. Apparently, some people from many community organizations like neighborhood watch, large corporations, religious organizations, city utility workers, senior citizens, fire fighters, local law enforcement officers, some officials from local fusion centers participate in this stalking game. It could be anyone from the society. Many of them are deceived and manipulated by the perpetrators. Also I have a feeling that real perpetrators are trying to divide people into different groups based on their religion, ethnicity, skin color, profession , social level etc and use them against me. They are using age old tactic called divide and rule to turn people from different groups against me. Vast number of people have no idea that they are being manipulated to harass and intimidate innocent people. Criminals, drug dealers and street thugs also seemed to be involved with this stalking game. For some reason, one group can do more harm compared to another group. This does not mean everyone who participates in this stalking game does bad things to me. Some are actually acting like guardians.  Everyone in a group/organization/neighborhood watch is not necessarily bad either. But some people actively engage in these stalking activities for various reasons.  Ordinary people are encouraged to participate in stalking activities. People are motivated to commit these hate crimes by instigating racial, religious, social level, skin color, different professional stereotypes. There are people who try to take advantage of my situation. There are people who are trying to degrade the quality of my life. There are people who are trying to put me into the lowest level of the social ladder. There are people who want to destroy my life. There are people who try to blackmail me. They are people who want to push their own personal agenda.  It does not matter where I live. They know everything. Once I move into a new area, a new groups in the local area are recruited and my personal information is shared with them. Also new groups also gather my information and report back to perpetrators. Everyone may not say bad things. Everyone may not report back. But some do. Now I know it for sure. I believe some of them(may be group leaders) have the capabilities of accessing the surveillance program. (It could be a software that pinpoint my exact location. Also these local groups may be able to listen to all my phone conversations, read my emails ,personal Facebook messages etc or else they get all these information from those who monitor me) . Even if I go to another country, still the perpetrators can track me. Still they can harass me. The same comedy is scripted by different groups. The intensity level of the harassment is different from country to country. So apparently this is an international network. So this could be collaborative work of rogue elements of intelligence agencies around the world. They may have infiltrated to every part of the society in this world. They are using community groups to spy on fellow civilians and even harass targeted civilians.  Once someone is on this watch list, his/her fate is at the mercy of these community groups. If they are decided to mess your life, you are on your own.

Job loss and unemployment :

It appears that I can no longer find a job in my field. Whenever I get an interview, those who want to sabotage my career, approach the employer somehow and tell all sort of negative things.  They are trying to convince the audience that I am not able to do anything.  Those who destroyed my professional career want to justify their actions. So they continue the harassment. They do not want me to work for a new company.  They do not want me to get to know new people.  Especially they do not want me to get to know influential people who may have ability to help me. The perpetrators are afraid of being exposed.  They may feel safe as long as they can convince the audience that what they had told about me is true. For me, it is obvious what they are doing. But it is barely noticeable for outsiders unless someone knew the whole thing from the very beginning.  The perpetrators use my friends and relatives to convince me that I need to do an odd job. They try to convince the audience and I that this is a very normal situation and no one sabotages my job opportunities.  Now, it seems like even if I get a job, I would be underpaid and most probably it may not be something related to my past experience. They are trying to destroy all my skills. They want to make me a useless person. They do everything possible to demoralize me. Once I am no longer tolerate their BS, they say he is not good at IT. He should do something else. Since 2009, I have been working on small projects. My salary has been decreased gradually since 2009. I was doing nothing for weeks sometimes. In couples of years I will forget things I have learn t so far. When I don’t use something, I easily forget it. Automatically I will no longer be able to take any interviews. Once this happens, my perpetrators would not have to do anything new to ruin my life. The perpetrators control every aspect of my life. Not only they ruined my professional life, they also destroyed my social life. This may be the same group or a different group. They have been trying to change my behavior. They do not let me make any friends, date any woman, go to social events. Even If I go there, they make sure I would not meet someone I can get along with.

Psychological warfare:

How everyone thinks about me depends on  carefully manipulated propaganda. Perpetrators share my personal information the way they want. They know how to deceive the audience. Many people do not believe that I am going through a hell. Some people notice my bad luck. Still they think it is just a coincidence. Either they are honestly not aware of what has been happening to me or they are afraid of accepting the truth.

Also the way everyone thinks about me depends on how the people around me (my friends, neighbors, co-workers and even strangers) report back to the network/surveillance system. If they say good things, the harassment is considerably less. If someone says a bad or negative thing, the harassment is severe. So I have to be very careful of befriending people. I have to be careful of what I talk. I need to be very picky. If I want to make new friends, I have to select pretty much perfect people who would not get offended easily. If one of my friends or a neighbor or a coworker gets offended, I may be in trouble. I may not get the job I want. I may not be able to date a woman I really like. I may not be able to hang out with people I like. Let’s say I did not get along with a rude person. This person happened to be someone from different race, religion, skin color, region, age group, social level, profession etc. Or he/she could be from the same race, religion or color etc. This person can report back to the network that I don’t get along with people from his/her race, religion, skin color, region, age group, social level, profession etc. If the person is from the same race and religion,then he/she plays a different card. Even This person can say I hate them. Basically, personal conflict is generalized. I believe this is done by the perpetrators. Maybe it is the system (rogue elements of intelligence agencies) or people them self. One thing I surely know is severity of my harassment depends on people who come into my life. Someone may say why I care what other people think about me. Well we live in a society. We all are part of it. Humans need to interact with other human beings. We need to interact with people from opposite sex. When the perpetrators manipulate my personal information, they can basically control who I am going to befriend with. They can control my social network. They control every aspect of my life. Because of this psychological warfare, I don’t get a chance to talk, hang out with people I like. I don’t get a chance to date a woman I really like. I don’t get my dream job. All my dreams and life plans are shattered.
I usually like urban, educated (not nerdy), open minded, fun, fashionable,independent  people. Because of the propaganda, I mostly meet people who have complete opposite personalities, likes etc. When I meet a woman, there is a high probability that she is 20 years older or younger. I rarely meet someone around +/- 10 years of my age. This could be because of the following reason. When I was in my late 20s, I dated someone around 22 or 23. (No need to say why it did not work). One of my friends or neighbors might have observed this and reported back to the system or the loosely connected network. Ever since that group think I only like women in early 20′s. They tell this to everyone who comes into my life. So my new friends, neighbors also start to think that I only like women in early 20′s. The danger is when this happens, women in all other age groups stop talking to me.  Let’s take another example. If I talk to a tall guy, the perpetrators convince everyone else that I only get along with tall guys. So all the short guys stop talking to me. The perpetrators can manipulate any situation. If I say, I don’t like small size girls, the perpetrators try to convince the audience that means I like big size women which is not necessarily true. I like average body size women. If the perpetrators decide not to let me date or even talk to any woman, they can actually make it happen. That is what they have been doing so far. Not only they try to confuse me, but also they try to confuse my friends as well. My friends, relatives do not know what I really like anymore. Different groups say different things. However, all these groups can be manipulated by one group at the top level. Either they want to destroy my life or they want to prove everyone that what they have been telling about me so far is true. Once I move to a new state or country, groups in the previous location pass the information to new groups. Different groups may pass different information. They pass it the way they want. (I am not sure this is done by intelligence agencies directly or by loosely connected social group. Most probably, information may be passed by both groups). Again, if the first group thinks that I am going to like the second group and first group may not be able to control my life anymore, the first group may try to spread disinformation among the 2nd group so that they would have negative impression about me. Always groups can control what other people think about me. Not necessarily everyone says bad things.

Sometimes, the perpetrators script certain events to convince the audience that I am an alcoholic or I am such an irresponsible person etc. Different groups script different events. After I was mobbed at my company, I noticed that the perpetrators do not let me see a good-looking woman. Let’s say I sit close to a good-looking woman in a coffee shop. The perpetrators get someone to sit in between that woman and I. Believe it or not they do another thing. if I am going to sit next to a good-looking woman in a bus, the perpetrators get to know it promptly. Again they get someone to sit next to her. So that they make sure I would not even get a chance to talk to a good looking woman. I know many people would not believe this. I can give you another example. After the second stage of my harassment, I am not very comfortable of talking to people. If I talk to a working class person, my perpetrators convince everyone else that I can only get along with poor working class people. So where ever I go, I only get a chance to talk to that type of people. That really freaks me out. I can tolerate this for couples of times. After a while, I am sensitized to them. When this happens again and again for a long time, I tend not to talk to that type of people. Then perpetrators accuse me that I am arrogant big headed, ignorant person etc. You see how the play this game?

When my perpetrators generalized certain events , scenarios, they go to extreme ends. As an example, sometimes they say. “he is a super rich person.He does not have to work”. When I resist, they quickly change it to other extreme end. They try to convince everyone else that I am a really poor guy so only people I can get along with are poor people. Either way they always put me in a tight spot

I have been experiencing this harassment since 2009. The perpetrators have been doing this even before 2009. But I had no idea about those types of scripted events until I was mobbed at the email company. Couples of people had clearly gotten offended and reported back something really bad about me. I try to explain this in details under psychological warfare section of this blog.

Like I said before everyone is not bad. But even those who used to support me have sidelined now because of what evil people do. I know I am not the only one who is going through this. If you read this, please educate your friends and family about this crime against humanity. No human being is deserved to be treated like this. 

Updated on 09/28/2016 : I am convinced that when I interact with someone, that person can be remotely controlled by mind controllers (yes they not only control me but also control people around me. That is what I believe. I could be wrong). I think those who have access to mind control technology can make people act in a certain way. They can make people say certain trigger words. There can be more than one group who have access to mind control technology. When one group control a person, He/she can be nice to me. When he/she is controlled by another group, it could be a different situation. That does not mean that people around me are not responsible for whatever they do. When their brain is stimulated to act in a certain way, it is up to them to act or not. Street theater and scripted events are best examples, People act like pawns on a chess board.  They don’t even know that they are being manipulated by mind controllers. There can be lots of evil people in this world. They try to take advantage of my situation. They hate you even if you did not do anything wrong. Some of them are really jealous of me. Some of them are rude to me. However, there are nice people too and I have not lost my faith on humanity yet.

For further information please watch my personal videos on YouTube. Also please read “psychological harassment and psychological manipulation” and “coercive persuasion and mind control”. I have posted links on the top right side of this blog. 

 

473 thoughts on “My Story

  1. Well,i believe everything u have said and iam going thru it too..they start from moment i leave to work to time i go in my home..they follow me all over city.even harassing me at work..lights flashing at night,loud noises such as burning tire,honking,rev engine,waiting for me after i get out of stores and turning their car on.to let me know they are there.only thing is..i know exactly wat they expect and doing opposite..i irritate them..its illegal and cowardly..im not a criminal,gang member..or a moron..they are cowards andd show no care or respect..cutting me off the road with wife on side..scaring her..i will not fall victim or go down to their pathetic level..

    1. I have been electronically stalked and harassed for over 6_+ years… They tried to drive me insane and get me to kill myself. And infact they did succeed at driving me insane. It all started after I took a position in intelligence in the military. Millitary intelligence. Sometimes I wonder if it was a mistake and if going back had I never took that career path my life would be somehow different.

    2. I am a victim of Predatory Gang Stalking in Franklinville, North Carolina that resides on Routh Rd. My experience started in 2011 and has escalated to such extreme Electronic Harassment that I suffered a massive Heart Attack and was not supposed to have lived. They control my family members and all who are around me using my neighbors in their evil intent to cause havoc in my life. People like the Barnes Family openly participate in this disgusting generate behavior.

      I would be glad to assist anyone who needs help as I am now a expert in this war on Humanity. Everything in the above story I just read rings true to life from the Fusion Centers to work place mobbing and Classical Conditioning were are programmed to endure. What is worse is when you can not trust your own spouse and family as to what their role is in this miserable existence. I have tried the Randolph County Sheriffs dept for help to no avail. Seems these scum have their hands in all aspects of life. I have written senators.and congressmen that turn a blind eye even though they know whats happening in our towns and cities all across this country. They employee the scum of the earth who would do this for free even though they are paid for their Gang Stalking Services. I can not even begin to to tell you how they have tried to destroy me but they never will as I will fight to the end and bring down as many of these evil scumbags as I can before I leave this life. Never give up. We must Pray to God for help with this evil in our lives even though it may not seem to help he is always there.

      My email address for anyone that needs to vent or has questions is targetedinnc@gmail.com do not hesitate to contact me.

  2. I feel for you. I worked at a tanning salon At The Beach and had to quite
    Now the public harassment, endless traffic with staged accidents ment to upset me and physical decline has me really bothered

    1. Now I am convinced that whoever has access to mind control technology can make people act in a certain way , do certain things or say certain trigger words. They use some kind of technology to stimulate the brain of these people. This is how they use people to harass us.

  3. It’s Bin a year now. I used to think it was because of my meth addiction but they followed me to my hometown and live out of hotels and in there cars. When im bored, i play hide n seek with them and they end up getting lost and confused. I know all the lil short cuts n secret spots to watch them. They know i know and ive made a game with them. It was funny the other night cause i watched all of them driving in circles at 3am…like idiots. Its a small town…cops will pull em all over. Ive got cam and licence plate numbers. Whoever they are… I hope there pockets are deep and time is over. Mom always said…if u dont understand something, play with it.🙂

  4. Its going to feel so good to Crush n Expose the officers involved. Harassing Me, Not doing their jobs. Then.. Sent some guys to harass me at my home.. 5 hours yesterday running saws… In a lil yard.. Came back early morning Running saws for over 2 hours. I used to do yard work in the villages.. No yard should take that long. They r Only here to harass me.. Try n make it look like im Crazy.. If I get mad. I have proof of how long they have been here. Plus their only staying close by my house. I Kno wat they r doin n.. I will End this. Mark My Words.

  5. Thank u.. I jus found out I Lost a Dear Friend, whom I’ve known since I was 17 years old. Someone who was Always there. Bcuz of All this Harassment.. When he, a few days before he died, tried reaching out to Me.. I ignored him. I Blame Mt.Dora police for making Me Hate most police again. My Friend was Nuthn like other officers.. He was a Good person, On n Off Duty. He Cared abt people.. He Always listened n saw the Whole picture.. Even wen the lies were outnumbered. They took My final communication with him.. Bcuz they r Only helpn or listening to their big money friends. I will expose the Truth. May U Rest in Peace My Friend Forever…….

  6. Few more examples… I take my car to pretty much Any mechanic… Oil change, they Dont put the full amount of oil.. Small problem with my car.. They cause More damage. Over charge Me n Mislead me.. Ive paid for work, they Dont actually fix the problem. Drs office.. First month was fine, as soon as Sum1 involved finds out its Me.. Appointments r messed up.. Blood work was supposed to b done.. They tell me they lost the order from the Dr.. After i took off time from work. Tell me i Dont need to fast.. Wen i get there, story changes.. I needed to fast. Landlord is on my property Atleast 5days a week.. This is My private residence. This is Not a place of business for him.. I went over All this with the realtor. He Disrespects me n bothers Me. He is friends with Mt Dora officers… They have come to my property to visit him, on duty.. Mt Dora cops.. Not once but twice now.. Came to my house after 1am.. Running my tag.. Sayn they didn’t kno Anyone lived here.. Altho my car is here Every night, I’ve been here since Dec 28th. Police jus came Tuesday Sept 13th… Day before the tree company came to harass Me. Coincidence….. Hmm… I Thnk Not. Oh… Tree guys came as soon as i got home from work Wed.. Stayed till 8pm… Then wen i had thurs morning off.. They came around 9am.. N left 10 mins before i left for work.. My landlord knos my schedule.. Bcuz hes Always at my house..

    1. I experience the same. I took my car to the mechanic recently. I had to replace the fan of the radiator. He did not do a good job. Now it is too noisy. I have to see him again. This is just one example. But now I am convinced that those who have access to mind control technology make those guys act in such a way. It is not like they do it on purpose. However, it depends on that person’s personality too. The perpetrators can not manipulate people with strong minds. Also if someone is a really nice person, he/she may not do something bad to us even though perpetrators encourage them to do so by stimulating their brain using mind control technology. ( I don’t think actually perpetrators pay the handlers to do such things. Instead, they make them to do so by stimulating their brain. I could be wrong. But this is a possibility. Otherwise, I don’t understand how different people act in the same way. How different people smile in the same way. How different people say the same trigger words. This is the only possible explanation. The perpetrators can make someone friendly or rude.

  7. Im Not really dign the mind control explanation.. The Rest I Hear u on. Its a Known Fact.. Most people r Followers.. They follow the next trend or wats hot. Mayb.. People were angry bcuz the Truth hurts.. N I tell it like it is. Mayb… Some people were tryn to set Me up.. But were Unsuccessful.. N that pisses them off. Mayb.. Some people were mad bcuz I stand up for Myself.. N they wantd Me to b intimidated. To name a Few examples..

      1. I think we can expose this crime as much as We can. We can tell people what they have been doing to us. I know lots of people would not believe us.
        At least we can try. Also please keep a journal and write down what you experience. They try to isolate us. Don’t let them win. Talk to people who seem to be nice. just go out for a walk and enjoy nature etc. At leat we can try..:)

  8. I feel for you need our community has to unite more we need to professioally educate public what these fools do on taxpayer money they play fucken games thearter, while real crime goes on to you and around you/ us they are criminals who happen to be in law we need to hold them accountable for moment explain how stupid or inept they really are remind them every chance you get. When a real crimes committed tell a perp about it ruin the perps mission Dee start taking them all places you could be in life which is short you chose to interuprt mine you I us unlikely well change they are wasting there time try not to hang around them Stay strong.

  9. Most likely, your path would be different remember perps are scum, and in my opinion not much of a life of their own while consumed tuned in to yours, They don’t win when you do not become one of them, they need replacement spooks, so try not join masons the targeting is just foolishness probably considerable amount of time wasted on trying to change you or your mind. Continue resisting stay strong, what probably saved me was every time thought or heard the word suicide I would immediately would say or think homicide take as many perps with you when you go you might be saving a child from a lifetime of this rediculous trash. Stay strong my friend. And fellow targets Unite.

  10. There is no way these deviani perverts can do this on thier own. It is humanly impossible. How can they calculate the EXACT time that I am approaching a corner to bump into me. What it is, I dont know

    1. I believe they use mind control technology to make people act in such a way. They have a technology to control people remotely. I also believe they can see us through satellite technology or some other way. Either way, they have the technology.

  11. Dear Blogger, I was really touched by your personal “gangstalking-wars” that you’ve been forever FIGHTING. My personal “gangstalking wars” are sn exact copy of yours; the only difference being, I am a “Female” target and you being a “Male”.

    We are ONE in this unjust wars being raged against good, loving, kind…and decent individuals.
    I am from s different country, but been living in the UNITED STATES for many years. No matter where we are or from, we are one group of people with some much in commons—-in terms of our battles and in other ways.
    It’s important that we get in touch with each other and form and build bonds…and bridges that those CRIMINALS, evil..And dominic gangstalkers can never break their way into—-let alone destroy.

    Please email because I PERSONALLY wanted to know…and be one…

    Sincerely,
    Your Fellow TI

    1. Thanks for your comments. It is true that we get to know stories of fellow TIs. This is happening all over the world today. The intensity of the harassment varies from one country to another according to my personal experience.

  12. I have been gang stalked since Oct 2015…or maybe even sooner.I am from a Sri Lankan decent. It is very true about mind control, remote neural viewing ( they can see through your eyes – like a photo picture). please google for further info .I have experienced that. It sounds crazy for those who do not known what : “gang stalking” , “organized stalking” is . It is done so covertly that it is very hard to prove. In my case they use people of different walks of life including children & elderly for their sick games which is disgusting . I am still undergoing gang stalking with mind control , V2K (where thoughts can actually be put into your mind as your own) and remote neural viewing. If anyone knows how to shield from it – be happy to get your advice. To all TIs out there – please stay strong and I really hope that this crime comes to light and these people get charged for it.

    1. I was born and raised in Sri Lanka. I lived in USA for 11 years. Now I know that they have been doing this since my childhood. Maybe, this has been going on from generation to generation. The intensity of the harassment varies from one country to another. Definitely, this is happening all over the world today.

  13. Hello Dear, and Fellow “TI”,
    Greedings to ALL my Precious…and WARRIORS “TIs” out there; it’s really wonderful…and powerful , that we, “Innocent TARGETED-Individuals ” can have this great opportunity to share our struggles, our battles…and above all, to be with each other—where we have become ONE people with some much in common.

    For the first time—-in a long time, we, “TARGETED-Individuals” can greatly express…and elaborate on our sorrows—-knowing that these injustices, crimes, …and wickedness being inflicted on pure, loving, …and innocent individuals, MUST be “EXPOSED”, …and denounced before the world to see and acknowledge.

    Evil—-especially evil towards those who are righteous…and wholesomed, shouldn’t be tolerated. And this is what we, the “TIs” community is raising our voices on social-media…and other venues—-where we can come as one ground in solidarity to boldly…and bravely fight…and destroy “CRIMINAL-Gangstalkers” along with their evil crimes.

    I am 100% confident that, we are and we will continue to prevail over this disgusting warfare against our enemies.

    My Fellow “TIs”, Don not lose heart—–as hard…and difficult it is for us all in these unjust battles. I’ ‘ve been fighting my battles eversince I was a small little girl in my country; and moving to the United States is where all hell broke loose on me.

    But, GOD—MY WONDERFUL CREATOR, has been training me to faced my “DEMONIC-ENEMIES”; and this is what I have been doing ever since—-for myself and other fellow TIs.

    I am a “Great Prayer-Warrior”, and I do pray daily for all of us TIs out there. And I know that GOD-ALMIGHTY is with us all in our battles against those devils; and this is why we are ” alive” despite how they had tried—-and still trying to destroy us off this planet earth. We are NOT alone—-though it seems like it.

    Our battles are NOT in vain and they will NOT be in vain. whether we TIs know it or not, WE ARE a major threat…and obstacles to those demonic-CRIMINALS; and that’s the number one reason they’re after us none stop to destroy…and making our lives living hell on earth.

    We are lights…and those CRIMINALS gangstalkers are full of darkness—-so to speak; Our very presence shakes…and paralyzes the living darkness out of them; and when a dog gets scared…this dog will barked …and look for ways to attack.

    Even when I was a child in my country, there were many bad people that were greatly afraid…of me; and did all they could to harm me day and night—-as a little girl. At that time I didn’t know why—-of course I was a child, but, as I become a young adult I began to realize why those group of people—-who were very bad and evil wanted to destroy me in my country. Every now and then, things begin to fall into place and open up my eyes…and conscious to many things that were strange, weird….and confuse.

    Mr. Blogger, your gangstalking story is a carbon copy of my experiences and continue to experiencing everything you had been through and still going through.

    It’s really in my nature to feel closed to those I can relate too…and have lots in common with; so, I feel inclined to get to know you on a personal level and build a bond. I am totally peopleless; because that’s ONE of the best ways to maintaining control over CRIMINAL stalkers that are intentionally sending troubled makers to further harasse…and havoc their chaos on us. I don’t need those losers…every single last one them is worthless and better off without them in our lives.

    My TIs people are all you and I need—-and need to form our circle of friends where those perpetrators…and CRIMINALS cannot turn …against us. Those CRIMINALS stalkers are in cohort among themselves to harm…and torment us; we need and really NEED to form and create this bond and strengthen ourselves for our benefits… and to defeat them. Collectively, is how we will over come those worthless CRIMINALS.

    As we all already know, they absolutely hate it when we have supports—-and will do all in their power to get rid and some of them gone as far as outright “KILLED” those that are a source of strength…and supports to us. Once, they came close to kill my Grandmother, so that I won’t be able to have her loving care in my life.

    So, those ADVERSARIES of ours really means business and we must suppase them in our quest to defeat them.

    Please, Mr. Blogger—-I wish I could address you by name —-and I hope I Will get to know many TIs names later on —-if not all—-some day. Shoot me an email and let’s begin our TIs reunion …relationship…and mutuality. I’m looking forward to hear from you soon and let’s be the first to perhaps started it.

    Sincerely,

    Yours
    TIs

    1. Hi Malie,
      There are many facebook groups for TIs. I am a member of a group called Targeted Individuals of gang stalking and mind control around the world. You can communicate with many fellow TIs through those facebook groups too.

  14. So nice yes we must unite. once a month to check in and on each other a register to start. Once we all gather form up them can conquer. Stay strong vitamins rest remember you are ruining their lives as well, every second harassing us is a second they could have better lived, remind them they don’t like it. PCJ

  15. Hi StalkingNightmare –
    You say you were living in US for 11 years – are you still in US? Or have you moved back to Sri Lanka. I am only trying to figure out if you are being harassed in US or Sri Lanka. And you say there is a difference in the level of harassment depending where you are. I am trying to understand that. Please do let me know –
    I live in Canada. I am a targeted individual as well . Every time I go out, I have people follow me everywhere and yet I am not mentally ill. I have put in police report 2-3 times and they said the cannot do anything since they are not physically harming . So when I tell them it’s a group/network of them, the police does not seem to take that serious. This is only the physical following then you endure other types of harassment which when you tried to address that – they think you are mentally unstable. Is there any way to put a stop to electronic harassment – please let me know if you know anything.
    I read one person writing they know your routine until you change it. I have done everything changing the shops I go to, to the time yet stil I am being followed everywhere. Please do let me know anything that can help a targeted individual.
    thanks a million!

    1. From my personal experience, I think that there are different groups who control us. My harassment depends on the feedback of those groups. They can watch you no matter where you live. This is a global phenomenon. I think I was targeted when I was a kid or the day I was born. However, I had no clue about this until I was bullied at an email company in US. That was the time I realized what i have been going through is a well coordinated psychological harassment.
      After this, I experienced so many strange things like people following me, cutting me off while I am driving,cutting me off while I am walking, being crowded at grocery stores, gaslighting, noise harassment, mobbing at the workplace , staged car accidents, people being rude to me etc.
      I moved back to Sri Lanka in 2013. I have been still experiencing lots of things I mentioned. However, cutting me off while driving or walking was gradually tapered off. It has not stopped completely. Somedays it can get worst. Depends on who control you. I noticed that one group does not control you forever. Today it could be one group and tomorrow it could be another group. However, there could be one group who control all these groups. Also,my dating life, financial situation and social isolation got worst after I moved back to Sri Lanka. I also know whoever has access to mind control technology can make people act in a certain way or say certain trigger words. They can make people friendly or rude.
      No you are not mentally ill. You are a normal human being. The perpetrators make it looks like you are mentally ill. However, we can be depressed because of the psychological harassment.
      The most important thing is please don’t lose faith on humanity. Stil, there are some nice people. They will try to isolate you from the society.
      What you can do is talk to random people you meet in public places. If they sound rude, just avoid them. If they are nice, continue your conversation. Do small things that you enjoy in your life. Don’t stay inside all the time. I know they harass you whenever you go out and discourage you going out. But we have to fight back. You did the right thing by filing a complaint with police. Try to educate public. But be careful. try be logical as much as you can when you explain this to someone else. I know a few people would believe what we say. Most of the people may think we are crazy or paranoid. But we know what is going on. We have to stay strong. Take care

      1. Thanks you much for your moral strength – much appreciated. I know I am not going crazy. Yet it is so hard to prove this crime. I will try to go out and meet people as much as I can. I will also try to enjoy the simple things of life. You too stay blessed ! Thanks again

  16. Hi stalking nightmare and fellow TI’s. I like the new look to your site. I read you newest update and that is an interesting thing to note. I have noticed in my own life that every so often people will say some strange thing around me and I end up doing something related to what they said. I don’t know if some of those instances are coincidence or if it is some sort of mind controlled brainwashing technique. I have noticed that my family is now heavily gangstalking me and I feel even more so than ever that I have no support system. My dad constantly berates me, I have noticed a pattern where almost everytime I seem to be happy he does something to knock me down emotionally. I have recently experenced many aunts, uncles my parents my own brothers wearing red around me and repeating stuff that was never said in their presence. I know feel that if family is this heavily involved that I am isolated already. How can I trust family when they are participating in my gangstalking. I am going through so much right now as I will be needing brain surgery in December and I am mortified that people will, can and do act this way when someone is going through a massive physical and emotional toll with a possibly life-threatening surgery. My family preaches Christianity but in real life situations with me they don’t walk the walk but they talk it. I have told my parents numerous times about the gangstalking, I have told some of my brothers about it, i have reached out to more and more telling the gangstakling regimen i am going through to others but to no avail. I feel so helpless. This past weekend i saw many family members i haven’t seen in a long time and it was so discouraging to see so many of them actively gangstalking me. I really have no desire to go to a family function again because why put my self in a situation where I am going to be gangstalked by my own family. I dont know how many other TI’s have a large portion of their families involved in the harrassment but knowing that so many of mine are involved definitely increases the helplessness feeling. How can a target feel safe or secure anywhere when the supposed people who are closest to you participate in it?

    1. Thank you. Yes it took me a while to understand how they do it. Now I am convinced that they have the technology to control people. If you google mind control technology, you will find tons of materials related to this subject. Actually, real perpetrators are the ones who have access to mind control technology. They can control people like puppets including our family members. Sometimes I know they try to control my family members too. But I just ignore their reactions knowing that it is a result of mind controlling. Generally speaking, my family members are always nice to me. But i know it is not the same for some TI’s. I know it is not easy to ignore. But we have to ignore their odd behavior as much as we can. Also, we have to be kind and patient. I can tell all these things. But I know it is not easy to do when someone tries to annoy or agitate us continuously. If we get angry, the real perpetrators win. They feel like they achieve something great. So we should do exactly the opposite. Having said that it is not easy. I too get mad at times when I am harassed. Sometimes I try to explain people how they are being used to harass other people.

    2. Hi there! I am really sorry to hear that you have family members highly involved in your gang stalking and it is definitely not easy. You must stay strong my friend!
      They best thing is to look for other supports if you can – close friends, even other TI support group. I understand you do not feel secure as well, one thing to remember is if the gang stalkers want to physically hurt you, they will not want to leave evidence because that will be a police case….hopefully that gives you some relief.
      My gangstalkers have already tried to kill me, choke me to be exact which did fail
      Like “stalking nightmare” said – gangstalker want to make your life miserable so if you do get angry, they win. Remember that. Stay calm as much as you can and ignore the weird/uneasy comments they speak of – I know it’s easier said than done…but you must adapt to this. They have access to technology that can do certain things that if you tell others, it may seem odd – but every TI knows this is real.
      I have found prayers to be helpful – your God to turn to – when everyone is against you…HE will be there for you – listening/comforting you. Please do stay strong my friend. Keep fighting. Take Care of Yourself!
      “If you are going through hell…keep going….” by Winston churchill

  17. Big Difference between being Gullible, Weak n Jealous… Then being brainwashed. All have been Gullible, Weak n Jealous Long before Any of this Shit. Keep in Mind.. I kno reverse psychology Very well… No1 controls Me or My mind. Once its Set.. No going back. Sooo… Good luck with that. Stay in Control of Evry Choice u Make.. Remember your Actions Have Consequences. They have No power.. Its Only a Delusion. Personally.. I Have Always been ME.. N will Remain being ME.. No1 or Nuthn can Ever Change that.

    1. I understand. It is also important to stand up for ourselves. I did not mean we have to put up everything they do. Also, the perpetrators can not control everyone. They can control only weak minded person. If someone is jealous , hatred by nature, perpetrators can easily mind control that person.

  18. Also Keep in Mind… Any1 who Truly Knos Me.. I’ve been chilln like this since I was very young child. If I Feel like posting up for however long… I Do. Thats My Choice n My Right. I chose My Path. Only God n I can take Credit for Any life Choice or Decision I have Made. Giving Way too much credit to these Losers.. Like lil fruit flies buzzing around.. I jus Squish them.

  19. Hi Stalking Nightmare
    i do not know if you feel comfortable answering this question for me. If you don’t, then please do let me know.
    The reason you moved back to Sri Lanka, was it to avoid the gangstalking?
    If so, has it made any difference? Would you consider moving back to US.
    Like I said, you do not have to answer this if you feel uncomfortable. Also you can send me an email instead of posting.
    I am a female living in Canada – I am only trying to understand this gangstalking as it is fairly new to me but I may have been put into this since before.
    thanks so mcuh!

    1. After I was bullied at the email company, I could not find a job. This was why I had to leave US. Now I am back in Sri Lanka. But my job situation has not got any better. Even if I find a job, they do the same BS’s again and again. I am underpaid too. So basically they determine not to let me work anymore. They don’t let me date either. They can control thought process of people around me. They have the technology. This is a global pehonomoenon. I must emphasize that everyone is not eveil. There are so many good people in this world. They can control only weak minded, jealous, hatred people. But certainly they cant control everyone. They can’t turn everyone against US. So Please don’t stop talking to people because of this harassment. One persona may be bad. but the next person may be a nice one. Trust your instincts.

      1. Thanks so much for sharing! I will try my best but it’s not easy my mom was made to feel sick and now I am in extreme pain. I don’t know what they are using to cause pain. If anyone here knows how to shield from electronic harassment please share – very painful . If anything does happen to my mom or I , I just hope police investigate as murder .

  20. Now I know more persons involved at my harassment…One main guy who hates me because of many reasons – 1. I finished university, he didnt, 2. Im liked by any people, he isnt. 3. I defend positive aspects of nationalism and patriotism, while he is a Jewish racist and sexist bigot, 4. Im a true liberal, while he only pretends he is liberal, 5. Im not addicted to meth or marihuana or other drugs, he is. 6. Im naturally beautiful, while he is not a handsome guy and his girlfriend is totally ugly without makeup. There are so many reasons why he hates me…its sad there are people like him out there…He tried to lowen my self-esteem by calling me stupid, ugly and worthless, while the really stupid ugly and worthless is he himself….He was not able to finish university and get a degree, he only thanks all his career success to his wealthy father and his Jewish radicalism…he is a year younger than me but he looks older than me – not to mention he looks like a clown with his big curly hair – he had dreadlocks before but he was still ugly btw…he has wrinkles, no cheek bones practically…he is becoming fat…but despite all these things, he thinks he is handsome…and continues to tell me Im ugly and stupid, etc. While the really ugly and stupid is he and his girlfriend. He once stated that he is something valuable, while according to him, Im not….also other gangstalkers – his fellow Jewish radicals tend to be ugly and stupid, there really are only few exceptions….I dont know why they have so high opinion of themselves btw…

  21. They do this in West Yorkshire UK, the police and even some private ambulance have participated.
    It has been hell, have had everything in my life manipulated
    and ruined, every one is denying this.

    1. I experienced the same. Soon after I was bullied at my previous company, I started to notice police cars, ambulances, fire trucks, white vans everywhere.
      Some of them even followed me for no reason. It tapered off after a while. But it has not stopped completely. I am still harassed. I think the perpetrators who have access to mind control technology make these people do certain things. It could be something like stimulating their brain to influence their thought process so that they would drive behind my car. I have no other explanation. It is a well-coordinated work.

  22. We targets need to unite, more monthly check in. Let’s do professional documentary or movie to explain these people are criminals and do not need to harassing us with public service I want to eradicate Masonic perps, scum the things they have done to subjects nearly unmentionable yet they continue we are not entertainment shows, not should be experiments, people need to know not to donate money to these people. Stay strong my TI family.

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