stalking nightmare

organized stalking, psychological harassment, psychological manipulation, mind control

My Story

WARNING: What you are about to read could be shocking. If you are not aware of this phenomenon, you would probably not believe what I say. What you find here are my observations and analysis based on my own experience.

When I worked for an email company in year 2009, I experienced a very strange situation. For the first couples of weeks, everyone seemed to be nice and friendly. Two weeks later, I felt something is not right. All of sudden, I noticed a clear difference of the way they (especially one particular group) treated me.  Some people were so rude. Some people passed hints on me. Some talked about my personal life. Some talked about  things I said or did in my apartment. They frequently referred to places, restaurants that I visited couples of days ago. Some were following me when I went to restroom or cafe. Some others mimicked my actions, words and my dresses. Some people jumped on me while I was walking along corridors of the office building and pretended like accidents. Someone had scratched my car door while it was in the parking lot. Those incidents seemed like small mishaps. I had to pee several times per day while I was at work. Sometimes I had to pee 4 times in two hours. I felt some vibration/needle like pain on my belly, leg and arm time to time. Whenever I went to pee, someone was following me. Different people were doing this at different times. But when this happened everyday more than couples of times a day, I came to realize they were doing this purposely. Weeks later, there were some changes in the management in my team. Couples of people left the company. It appeared that one particular group were behind this. Some other people are actually nice. Some of them seemed to be sympathetic to me. I was supposed to report to a new supervisor and she screamed at me couples of times. I was given less work. Sometimes I was not given any task for weeks if not months. Even If I was assigned something, it was not something important.  At the same time, this group tried to isolate me within the company. They were trying to humiliate me, control me, harass me, single me out, manipulate me and change my thought process.

Gradually, Harassment occurred even outside of the office. Whatever happened inside the office started to happen in public places too. Random people bumped on me while I was walking.  Someone was always watching me or following me while I was outside. A neighbor came or left the apartment at the same time I left or came. My neighbors started to harass me in various ways. One on right above my apartment started jumping on the floor at night. Another one banged my wall while I was sleeping. Some neighbors frequently slammed the doors. I had couples of car accidents during a short period of time. Wires of my car were badly damaged while it was at a garage overnight. The following day I was informed that  wires were eaten by rabbits. They did not pay me a penny for the damage. Instead they charged me lot more for changing a water pump that was perfectly fine.  Basically I was harassed 24/7.  I could not go to the grocery store, coffee shop, bar, gym, mall. You name it. I was harassed everywhere. Some of  the harassment tactics are strangers blocking my way using grocery carts, invading my personal space , cutting me off while I was walking or driving (This is called classical conditioning in psychology. Once you are harassed in this fashion for a long time, you would be so defensive next time you go to one of these places. You are stressed out. You are anxious).

They tried to isolate me from the society. Basically, They tried to put me under unofficial house arrest. I could not talk to anyone. Random people/friends/coworkers used directed conversation to harass me. Some tried to put the blame on me. Real perpetrators used different people to convince me that I was  just paranoid. I could not even talk to a woman. She may talk to me for couples of minutes. Then she gets a text message. Next thing I know is she is not the same woman anymore. Her tone is different. She is suspicious of me. All of sudden she wants to leave. When this happened again and again, gradually I lost interest in talking to people. Keep in mind, all these things I have described here are still happening. Intensity of the harassment is different from time to time. This is an unofficial house arrest. Luckily some people who knew what was going on tried to help me. (There were some nice people in the company too. Even the HR and training managers and many other people seemed to be nice people. It appeared that they did not have the power. ) However, gradually they were also not able to do anything. Soon, I realized that it was a carefully coordinated psychological harassment carried out by an organized group. I have been a victim of 24/7 covert electronic surveillance, psychological harassment, manipulation and mind control. This is also called organized stalking. What happened at the email company is called workplace mobbing. This is just one part of the harassment process. When all these things happened, I got sick couples of times. I had back pain, lose motion, head aches, breathing problems, allergies, cough. I could not sleep well. I felt exhausted. I was so demoralized. I was depressed.

However the surveillance had begun long before the second phase of the harassment(sensitization) occurred.  I believe this was happening even before I came to US. When I looked back at my past events and compared them with what is happening now, I came to know there is a clear pattern of this harassment. The surveillance started when I was in Sri Lanka. I was in junior high school back then. (May be even before that. We never know). I had no idea about this until I was mobbed at the email company. (Even though I was suspicious of some of my past life events , now only I can understand why and how these events happened. It was not easy to find a job. It was not easy to start a meaningful, intimate relationship with a woman I like. It was hard to meet people and make new friends I like to hang out with. I had been bullied at many different places. I thought they all happened because of my fault or I was just unlucky. Now I know that my perpetrators have been denying my basic human rights for years. They have been sabotaging all my opportunities. They have been ruining my personal/social/dating relationships. They have been doing lots of evil acts. They have been trying to push me into the lowest level of the social ladder. (Many things happened in my life since then. Some of these events had changed my life for ever). I clearly don’t know why they targeted me at the first place.

But I must say that everyone is not bad. A group of people from one particular group wants to destroy my life. This is the same group who started bullying me at the email company. It was clear they were manipulated by an invisible force (The real perpetrators). They all have the same political/religious view. They have found a similar group in Sri Lanka too. Apparently they all worked together. (Not necessarily they belong to the same race or religion). Those who started this at the workplace were able to recruit more people from different races, religions, colors, social levels, professions and political groups.  Slowly they were able to turn many people against me by spreading all sorts of lies and rumors. It seemed like they were able to recruit some of the local police officers too. I was followed by police cars for no reason when I went to work and back home. Some days, police cars were parked at the company parking lot. Apparently they can recruit anyone from the society.  They manipulate not only me but also anyone who comes into my life.  All information about me is passed to my friends, coworkers, relatives and strangers by these handlers so that they are motivated to do or say negative things. (However, I must say not necessarily everyone say or do bad things). Sometimes people are not aware that what they are doing is harmful. This is a no touch torture. My life has completely changed and harassment continues ever since. They may have put me on a watch list as this author describes here.

Most large corporate workforce and many smaller ones have already been brought wholesale into this Network through ‘Occupational Health and Safety’ laws that require employees and employers to report anything in the workplace that might be considered suspicious or threatening activity. Anyone who is reported on is assessed (without their knowledge) to determine if they should be put on a ‘watch list’. Watch lists are a key aspect of the Network’s operations, and will be discussed further on. – The network(version one) by Anthony Forwood

Also see ACLU spy files article. http://www.aclu.org/spy-files/more-about-fusion-centers

The following research article describes this situation below. This is the story of my life. This is exactly what I have been going through for last 4 years. Well at least I had a good support system before I was mobbed even at my previous workplaces.

Workplace mobbing 

This phenomenon has been called “mobbing,” “ganging up on someone” or psychic terror. It occurs as schisms, where the victim is subjected to a systematic stigmatizing through, inter alia, injustices (encroachment of a person’s rights), which after a few years can mean that the person in question is unable to find employment in his/her specific trade. Those responsible for this tragic destiny can either be workmates or management.

case study – Leif case :

Leif could not keep his job, nor could he get another one, as his medical history could be only too clearly seen in his job applications. There was nowhere in society where he could turn for help. He became totally unemployable — an outcast. One of the ironies of this case is that Leif had previously been employed by a number of companies where he had performed well, had been a good workmate and had been given good references by his employers. (We have found similar cases in Sweden, Denmark, Western Germany, England,Austria, USA, and Australia.)   

Psychical terror or mobbing in working life means hostile and unethical communication which is directed in a systematic way by one or a number of persons mainly toward one individual. There are also cases where such mobbing is mutual until one of the participants becomes the underdog. These actions take place often (almost every day) and over a long period (at least for six months) and, because of this frequency and duration, result in considerable psychic, psychosomatic and social misery. This definition eliminates temporary conflicts and focuses on the transition zone where the psychosocial situation starts to result in psychiatric and/or psychosomatic pathological states.

Phase 2: Mobbing and Stigmatizing
Many of the communicative actions which can be observed occur fairly often in everyday life. But within the framework of the harassment phenomenon, they have an injurious effect,as these actions are used consistently and systematically over a long period, with the intention of causing damage (or putting someone out of action). All the observed actions have the common denominator of being based on the desire to “get at a person” or punish him/her.Thus manipulation is the main characteristic of the event. What is shown to be manipulated is:
1. The victim’s reputation (rumor mongering, slandering, holding up to ridicule).
2. Communication toward the victim (the victim is not allowed to express him/herself,
no one is speaking to him or her, continual loud-voiced criticism and meaningful
glances).
3. The social circumstances (the victim is isolated, sent to Coventry).
4. The nature of or the possibility of performing in his/her work (no work given,
humiliating or meaningless work tasks).
5. Violence and threats of violence. 

Important note in preface to Heinz Leymann, “Mobbing and Psychological Terror at Workplaces,” Violence and Victims 5 (1990), 119-126. http://www.mobbingportal.com/LeymannV%26V1990(3).pdf

This is from another article.

A few common ways in which harassment is expressed
1. Making rude, degrading or offensive remarks.
2. Making gestures that seek to intimidate, engaging in reprisals.
3. Discrediting the person: spreading rumors, ridiculing him, humiliating him, calling into question his convictions or his private life, shouting abuse at him or sexually harassing him.
4. Belittling the person: forcing him to perform tasks that are belittling or below his skills, simulating professional misconduct.
5. Preventing the person from expressing himself: yelling at him, threatening him, constantly interrupting him, prohibiting him from speaking to others.
6. Isolating the person: no longer talking to him at all, denying his presence, distancing him from others.
7. Destabilizing the person: making fun of his convictions, his tastes and his political choices.

In the workplace, employees who are psychologically harassed or psychologically tortured are often described as having the wrong interpretation of events, or having a “perception problem”, a “bad attitude”, and the wrong view of reality. They are then asked to consult a medical professional, a psychiatrist, and are then usually subsequently discredited and classified as having a psychological problem or mental illness.

PSYCHOLOGICAL HARASSMENT INFORMATION ASSOCIATION – http://www.psychologicalharassment.com/psychological-harassment-at-work.htm

Author Gail Pursell explains the 5 phases of workplace mobbing process.     5 phases of workplace mobbing process

Community Mobbing 

Gradually the harassment at work place turned out to be a community mobbing as I explained before. It spread out everywhere I went. The perpetrators have been systematically destroying both my personal and professional life. They had been distancing me from my support groups by spreading various lies, rumors. They have isolated me from the society. The perpetrators have been constantly trying to push me into the lowest level of the social ladder. It is extremely difficult to make friends. Whenever I meet someone or a group of people, the preps approach them and poison them with negative thoughts. (But I believe some people also try to help me. The real perpetrators are so cunning and they can deceive those who try to help me). So eventually, the preps take control of friendship /relationship and manipulate my friends.  Still I try to stay positive. I decided to upload videos of my own experience at public places to social networking media like YouTube and let other people know what I have been going through. One of my goals is to educate people about this crime against humanity. If you are not a targeted individual, it would be very difficult to understand or believe what I say. People barely notice this crime even if this happens right in front of their eyes. This is happening in every country in this word today.

Harassment tactics:

Basically I am under 24/7 electronic surveillance. My personal phone conversations are listened. My phone is illegally wire tapped. My personal computer is hacked. My personal email and social networking accounts are hacked. My every move (even inside my apartment) is watched. Those who monitor me, share my very personal information, weaknesses, fears, likes, dislikes with my friends, co workers, managers, relatives and even strangers so that they get offended. Some of them may hurt. Some of them may feel jealous of me. Some of them feel inferior to me. Some of them may feel hatred towards me. The perpetrators gradually feed the information. Keep in mind, what ever the perpetrators say may not necessarily be true. They manipulate or misinterpret it. Whenever someone gets offended/hurt, they can use my personal information against me to harass me. The stalkers spread lies, twisted rumors and half truth. By doing this, the perpetrators try to discredit me as well as motivate others into using verbal attacks, cyber bullying or any other type of harassment. I don’t have any privacy right now. The perpetrators use racial, religious stereotypes as well as any other differences to turn people against me. They could use anything such as race, religion, color, age, gender, region, profession, political opinions etc. They try to break all my support systems.  They divide people into different groups and try to turn one support group against another. The perpetrators try to sensitize me to certain objects, sounds, words, that are related to a previous stalking incident. After I am sensitized to these words, objects or sounds, they ask my friends, co-workers to use these words during our conversations. The stalkers try to make me look like a crazy and paranoid person.  Lots of people participate in this stalking game. Some of them think this is just a simple joke. As they don’t see the complete picture, they don’t fully understand the sinister side of this program. Let alone dating it is extremely difficult to make any friends now. The perpetrators try to convince the audience that I am anti-social or I am a loner. The truth is the perpetrators prevent me being socialized by using various psychological harassment tactics. I was a very healthy, active, friendly and fun loving person before I experienced this harassment.

Some of other harassment tactics are gas lighting, cyber bullying, trolling, slander campaign, brightening (flashing lights by random drivers at nights), staging car accidents,  crowding at public   places, invading my personal space by strangers at public places, manipulating traffic lights while driving, creating artificial traffic on the roads or around the neighborhood, financial losses, noise campaign such as door slamming or banging walls by neighbors, rumbling car or motor cycle engines loud inside my apartment complex, honking, synchronization,  monitoring and electronic harassment by neighbors, mail tempering , delaying service at public places, keeping me waited in long lines,  anchoring, baiting, black mailing, mimicking my actions and words, sabotaging my job opportunities , blacklisting me in the job market, ruining my financial , professional and personal life . I cannot describe here some of other things they have done. This program is designed so that when a target try to explain what he/she experiences , the target appears crazy or paranoid.

Who is behind spying?

They are everyday citizens. Apparently some people from many community organizations like neighborhood watch, large corporations, religious organizations, city utility workers, senior citizens, fire fighters, local law enforcement officers, some officials from local fusion centers participate in this stalking game. It could be anyone from the society. Many of them are deceived and manipulated by the perpetrators. Also I have a feeling that real perpetrators are trying to divide people into different groups based on their religion, ethnicity, skin color, profession , social level etc and use them against me. They are using age old tactic called divide and rule to turn people from different groups against me. Vast number of people have no idea that they are being manipulated to harass and intimidate innocent people. Criminals, drug dealers and street thugs also seemed to be involved with this stalking game. For some reason, one group can do more harm compared to another group. This does not mean everyone who participates in this stalking game does bad things to me. Some are actually acting like guardians.  Everyone in a group/organization/neighborhood watch is not necessarily bad either. But some people actively engage in these stalking activities for various reasons.  Ordinary people are encouraged to participate in stalking activities. People are motivated to commit these hate crimes by instigating racial, religious, social level, skin color, different professional stereotypes. There are people who try to take advantage of my situation. There are people who are trying to degrade the quality of my life. There are people who are trying to put me into the lowest level of the social ladder. There are people who want to destroy my life. There are people who try to blackmail me. They are people who want to push their own personal agenda.  It does not matter where I live. They know everything. Once I move into a new area, a new groups in the local area are recruited and my personal information is shared with them. Also new groups also gather my information and report back to perpetrators. Everyone may not say bad things. Everyone may not report back. But some do. Now I know it for sure. I believe some of them(may be group leaders) have the capabilities of accessing the surveillance program. (It could be a software that pinpoint my exact location. Also these local groups may be able to listen to all my phone conversations, read my emails ,personal Facebook messages etc or else they get all these information from those who monitor me) . Even if I go to another country, still the perpetrators can track me. Still they can harass me. The same comedy is scripted by different groups. Intensity level of the harassment is different from country to country. So apparently this is an international network. So this could be collaborative work of rogue elements of intelligence agencies around the world. They may have infiltrated to every part of the society in this world. They are using community groups to spy on fellow civilians and even harass targeted civilians.  Once someone is on this watch list, his/her fate is at the mercy of these community groups. If they are decided to mess your life, you are on your own.

Job loss and unemployment :

It appears that I can no longer find a job in my field. Whenever I get an interview, those who want to sabotage my career, approach the employer somehow and tell all sort of negative things.  They are trying to convince the audience that I am not able to do anything.  Those who destroyed my professional career want to justify their actions. So they continue the harassment. They do not want me to work for a new company.  They do not want me to get to know new people.  Especially they do not want me to get to know influential people who may have ability to help me. The perpetrators are afraid of being exposed.  They may feel safe as long as they can convince the audience that what they had told about me is true. For me, it is obvious what they are doing. But it is barely noticeable for outsiders unless someone knew the whole thing from the very beginning.  The perpetrators use my friends and relatives to convince me that I need to do an odd job. They try to convince the audience and I that this is a very normal situation and no one sabotages my job opportunities.  Now, it seems like even if I get a job, I would be underpaid and most probably it may not be something related to my past experience. They are trying to destroy all my skills. They want to make me a useless person. They do everything possible to demoralize me. Once I am no longer tolerate their BS, they say he is not good at IT. He should do something else. Since 2009, I have been working on small projects. My salary has been decreased gradually since 2009. I was doing nothing for weeks sometimes. In couples of years I will forget things I have learn t so far. When I don’t use something, I easily forget it. Automatically I will no longer be able to take any interviews. Once this happens, my perpetrators would not have to do anything new to ruin my life. The perpetrators control every aspect of my life. Not only they ruined my professional life, they also destroyed my social life. This may be the same group or a different group. They have been trying to change my behavior. They do not let me make any friends, date any woman, go to social events. Even If I go there, they make sure I would not meet someone I can get along with.

Psychological warfare:

How everyone thinks about me depends on  carefully manipulated propaganda. Perpetrators share my personal information the way they want. They know how to deceive the audience. Many people do not believe that I am going through a hell. Some people notice my bad luck. Still they think it is just a coincidence. Either they are honestly not aware of what has been happening to me or they are afraid of accepting the truth.

Also the way everyone thinks about me depends on how the people around me (my friends, neighbors, co-workers and even strangers) report back to the network/surveillance system. If they say good things, the harassment is considerably less. If someone says a bad or negative thing, the harassment is severe. So I have to be very careful of befriending people. I have to be careful of what I talk. I need to be very picky. If I want to make new friends, I have to select pretty much perfect people who would not get offended easily. If one of my friends or a neighbor or a coworker gets offended, I may be in trouble. I may not get the job I want. I may not be able to date a woman I really like. I may not be able to hang out with people I like. Let’s say I did not get along with a rude person. This person happened to be someone from different race, religion, skin color, region, age group, social level, profession etc. Or he/she could be from the same race, religion or color etc. This person can report back to the network that I don’t get along with people from his/her race, religion, skin color, region, age group, social level, profession etc. If the person is from the same race and religion,then he/she plays a different card. Even This person can say I hate them. Basically personal conflict is generalized. I believe this is done by the perpetrators. May be it is the system (rogue elements of intelligence agencies) or people them self. One thing I surely know is severity of my harassment depends on people who come into my life. Someone may say why I care what other people think about me. Well we live in a society. We all are part of it. Humans need to interact with other human beings. We need to interact with people from opposite sex. When the perpetrators manipulate my personal information, they can basically control who I am going to befriend with. They can control my social network. They control every aspect of my life. Because of this psychological warfare, I don’t get a chance to talk, hang out with people I like. I don’t get a chance to date a woman I really like. I don’t get my dream job. All my dreams and life plans are shattered.
I usually like urban, educated (not nerdy), open minded, fun, fashionable,independent  people. Because of the propaganda, I mostly meet people who have complete opposite personalities, likes etc. When I meet a woman, there is a high probability that she is 20 years older or younger. I rarely meet someone around +/- 10 years of my age. This could be because of the following reason. When I was in my late 20s, I dated someone around 22 or 23. (No need to say why it did not work). One of my friends or neighbors might have observed this and reported back to the system or the loosely connected network. Ever since that group think I only like women in early 20′s. They tell this to everyone who comes into my life. So my new friends, neighbors also start to think that I only like women in early 20′s. The danger is when this happens, women in all other age groups stop talking to me.  Let’s take another example. If I talk to a tall guy, the perpetrators convince everyone else that I only get along with tall guys. So all the short guys stop talking to me. The perpetrators can manipulate any situation. If I say, I don’t like small size girls, the perpetrators try to convince the audience that means I like big size women which is not necessarily true. I like average body size women. If the perpetrators decide not to let me date or even talk to any woman, they can actually make it happen. That is what they have been doing so far. Not only they try to confuse me, but also they try to confuse my friends as well. My friends, relatives do not know what I really like anymore. Different groups say different things. However, all these groups can be manipulated by one group at the top level. Either they want to destroy my life or they want to prove everyone that what they have been telling about me so far is true. Once I move to a new state or country, groups in the previous location pass the information to new groups. Different groups may pass different information. They pass it the way they want. (I am not sure this is done by intelligence agencies directly or by loosely connected social group. Most probably, information may be passed by both groups). Again, if the first group thinks that I am going to like the second group and first group may not be able to control my life anymore, the first group may try to spread disinformation among the 2nd group so that they would have negative impression about me. Always groups can control what other people think about me. Not necessarily everyone says bad things.

Sometimes, the perpetrators script certain events to convince the audience that I am an alcoholic or I am such an irresponsible person etc. Different groups script different events. After I was mobbed at my company, I noticed that the perpetrators do not let me see a good-looking woman. Let’s say I sit close to a good-looking woman in a coffee shop. The perpetrators get someone to sit in between that woman and I. Believe it or not they do another thing. if I am going to sit next to a good-looking woman in a bus, the perpetrators get to know it promptly. Again they get someone to sit next to her. So that they make sure I would not even get a chance to talk to a good looking woman. I know many people would not believe this. I can give you another example. After the second stage of my harassment, I am not very comfortable of talking to people. If I talk to a working class person, my perpetrators convince everyone else that I can only get along with poor working class people. So where ever I go, I only get a chance to talk to that type of people. That really freaks me out. I can tolerate this for couples of times. After a while, I am sensitized to them. When this happens again and again for a long time, I tend not to talk to that type of people. Then perpetrators accuse me that I am arrogant big headed, ignorant person etc. You see how the play this game?

When my perpetrators generalized certain events , scenarios, they go to extreme ends. As an example, sometimes they say. “he is a super rich person.He does not have to work”. When I resist, they quickly change it to other extreme end. They try to convince everyone else that I am a really poor guy so only people I can get along with are poor people. Either way they always put me in a tight spot

I have been experiencing this harassment since 2009. The perpetrators have been doing this even before 2009. But I had no idea about those types of scripted events until I was mobbed at the email company. Couples of people had clearly gotten offended and reported back something really bad about me. I try to explain this in details under psychological warfare section of this blog.

Like I said before everyone is not bad. But even those who used to support me have sidelined now because of what evil people do. I know I am not the only one who is going through this. If you read this, please educate your friends and family about this crime against humanity. No human being is deserved to be treated like this. 

For further information please watch my personal videos on YouTube. Also please read “psychological harassment and psychological manipulation” and “coercive persuasion and mind control”. I have posted links on the top right side of this blog. 

 

417 thoughts on “My Story

  1. Had an awful day dealing with neighbour and stranger gang stalkers. The problem with this type of harassment is that MANY people (not all – by any means) believe they have the right to get involved. They then gang up and victim-blame. This happens all the time. I have learned to ignore it.

    You have to be very strong-willed with adult gang stalkers and not let them break you down. Stand up to them (politely) but do not give an inch. It’s tiring and boring.

    I think Jenny Brown is right. There are different levels of gang stalking. And as the levels intensify (usually by rumour) you need to stand firm. It causes fatigue. I don’t think mine is as severe as Jenny’s so kudos to her for withstanding those attacks for so long.

    I personally despise the well-meaning “guardian” gang stalkers the most. Simply because they listen to how much this is hurting you – and then side with the group. It hurts because they are clearly only pretending to care about your feelings. They should just remain honest and side with them all the time. It’s why I stay with only a small group of trusted friends. They see through their rubbish.

    So to anyone on here who may be tired from this, keep fighting. Best wishes to all.

    • Stay strong friend…!! I have gone through what you say. It is annoying. It can knock you down mentally. But as you said correctly everyone is not evil. Everyone does not have the same mentality. I usually try to explain them what I am going through. Some people are kind enough to listen. But some people are evil and never stop what they do.

      • Thank you so much Stalkingnightmare! It’s lovely to finally talk to people who understand. Yes, I have tried explaining what I have suffered. Some people do listen. The rest, you just have to be strong with. All my best wishes.

  2. I have tried some social sites where other TI’s share their stories in hopes of making friends but my attempts are futile. I have no friends because of gangstalking and everytime I try to make new friends something seems to happen. They become rude or just don’t care and it is making me wonder if I am going to have to live my life without friends or another relationship with a woman ever again. Another thing I have been experiencing lately for the past 5 months is this ringing noise it is almost 24 hours a day. I never had this experience in years past, so I am wondering if this is something that perps do? All I know is that I am lonely and need friends or just 1 really good friend and eventually a woman who will love me, but i am losing hope and starting to become severely depressed. Part of me doesnt want to go on, but something inside of me says hold on.

    • Iam going through the same. I have not even talked to a single woman for nearly 5 years. Let alone making new friends. My existing friends stopped talking to me. But we can not give up. I go out and talk to strangers. Sometimes you meet some nice people. I also use some online chat rooms to make some new friends. I know gang stalkers are everywhere. But there are some nice people who do not want to participate in this. so don’t lose hope. Feel free to comment here. Most of the people in here are friendly.

      • Hi there Stalkingnightmare! Please don’t isolate yourself…it’s exactly what the gang stalkers want. I totally agree, it is harder to find relationships. But if they know the rumours – don’t date them. Other people do not. Also, you can find new friends. Keep trying. Some people are lovely and don’t behave this way. They look at these people and are ashamed.

        Had a horrible time the past few days. I got attacked by one of the main perp neighbours. And as ever with gang stalking – many of the others band together and gang up. Frightening and very immature. That won’t stop me standing up to the group though.

        I mentioned the nine kids on to one thing. This is bullying. There is no other way to describe this. But there are always those who refuse to do this. They are the ones who can become friends. Don’t give up. Keep looking for a relationship. I hope you are very happy when you find one.

      • Thank you for your kind words. I agreed that everyone is not evil. Only some people do this. I too have found some nice people once in a while. I know we cant give up.

    • be strong it is a test to see how strong you are do not buckle,these people are weirdos aproach and engage these people in conversation,take video footage of them, be eqaully weird back and smile it is a test of your strength,

  3. Hold on, Me too tough program be tougher is hard though lately they get my type of woman to befriend me then she dissapears, cruel unusual punishment, to say the least stay strong dont change. PCJ

  4. I say Good Riddance.. Im quite Sure they Weren’t Worth a Damn Anyway. Most people sit wondering if Anyone out there is thinking of them.. You should Know A Lot of people out there are investing All their time and Energy in2 you.. That should make you feel Good.

  5. The way I see it, all gang stalkers are nothing but cowards.. I am a victim of this for over a year now, and it has been hell, living my life in fear, being watched 24/7, intimidated, followed, cars parking near my house at odd times, the revving of vehicles that pass my house and its always the same drivers in the same cars, the brightening, tail-gating, the tracking of my movements, control&isolation, entrapment, profiling, mimicking, noise campaign, anchoring, baiting, and the list goes on. For the life of me, I don’t understand why a group of people would be so concerned about one.. Chick..? Its a waste of time and energy and gas too. It makes me questioned, their intelligence and their social behavior. Who gives them the right to psychologically attack and torment us? There is no excuse for what they do.. If anyone would like to to share their experience of gang stalking, please email me; nkiri11555@gmail.com

    • Stay strong Nicola. Still there are some nice people.

    • Hi Nicola!

      I had to reply to your comment. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Since you are a woman like me, I want you to be safe. So I hope some advice I give, as a woman who has been through this for five years, will help. Please do not assume what I am saying is sexist against men. It’s just that I have been very hurt by a small minority of male gang stalkers and I want to keep other women safe.

      My main piece of advice would be – male gang stalkers. You need to be so careful. I have been physically/sexually attacked by four men over the course of my gang stalking. My advice there….ALWAYS trust your instincts. If any man starts to go on about the slander about you (because there always is), just walk away.

      Do not allow yourself to be trapped with one of these guys. Don’t try to argue back…gang stalkers are ALWAYS RIGHT (even when they are not). Just drop the person immediately. Just walk away and do not look back. There are so many great men out there who do not abuse women and nor do they gang stalk.

      I do hope this does not offend male victims of gang stalking. I just find that serious offenders against women in gang stalking, can be very dangerous. But this is a small minority.

      The way you describe gang stalking is spot on. I am dealing with the baiting and control at the moment. Telling neighbours…”No you DON’T have the right to gang up” at the moment! Honestly….these are adults! It’s pathetic to watch. Still hardly sleeping because they are keeping me awake deliberately. But well done, Nicola on a great explanation of how someone is victimised like this.

      • I am a male victim and I do not get offended by your comments. In fact I think, some evil men control this gang stalking and mind control technology. They control everyone including other men and women. Those who are at the top of this gang stalking pyramid are the real perpetrators. As you know this is no touch torture. Those evil men use everyone else to harass us.

  6. Thanks Stalkingnightmare! I didn’t want to offend anyone…and you make some good points. I think the idea of gang stalking is seen as so new that it hasn’t been studied thoroughly yet.

    But if you look closer…it’s not new. It is identical to vigilante stalking and workplace mobbing (the OP writes about that). Everyone knows what vigilante-style harassment is.

    But because it is not fully in public conciousness yet – the different effects of this crime are not looked at. And certainly violence and threats are a big part of gang stalking. I just hoped to help someone else.

    • I understand. Someone has to tell the truth. You said it. I also did not mean every man is behind this. Only certain group of people control everyone. As you said, this can not be a new phenomenon. But it is much easier and advance with new technology.

    • All these true stories are simular I’m a victim of this illegal crime also. It’s hard to believe and hard to stay strong . This is only going to get worse but use it as a motivation to remain strong. It’s again not easy. The criminals want to control your every thought movement etc. Remember your thoughts are your own they want to sneak in. I believe within the next year this evil illegal crime will be exposed even more and the perpetrators brought to justice. We the victims need to start coming together an supporting each other. I’ve been a victim for over a year. I get angry because the law seems lawless and I really want to protect myself My way. I have joined a new support group called blue Angeles of hope. Be strong.

  7. Hello: Ladies thank you for your post
    Would like to chat with you a bit. PCJ

  8. my friend you have my deepest sympathies,I know what you are going through,I didnt believe something like this was possible the scale and precision of the attack is bordering telepathy, this has been happening to me for a while though I have only noticed it in the last few months due to my disbelief, I have begun to think I am in hell,maybe I put to many ufo blogs on my face book or maybe it was the domestic violence between my x girlfriend who has a lot of family in law enforcement I dont know, what we have to do is identify common denominators, its fucking weird right? these people are like drones they dont react like normal people,ive had kids be overly rude to me as if they had adult split personality,then click back to being a kid, then ive had adults make strange hand mannerisms then when I call them out explode in a childish rage..FUCKIN WEIRD..my girl friends seem to be completely brushing me off aswell witch is pissing me off no end…I cant work out witch is the best course of action,ignore there behaviour or speak my mind…in a way it is sobering me up and building my tolerence level to bullshit up but at the same time by not doing anything I feel like a pussy…how do you feel? are there any postives to your battle? have you tried ignoreing it? ir are they really trying to make you suicide? my first hint I was targeted was when the bolts on my truck tire were shered off I didnt realise untill I was on the high way on the other side of town going 75mph(very lucky I stopped when I did with one bolt holding) makes me wonder why my boss at the time gave that job on the other side of town??? then a few weeks later when I approached a junction in the same truck just after pulling out my uncles driveway and put my foot down to know avail. no breaks, I pulled out into traffic but managed to swerve into a gap, I found out after hole in break line no pressure,since then, my familys pets have been killed,my family has been run off the road,I have been drugged,set up,harrassed,mobbed,pestered,bumped into,bullied but im still going…did you sign any suspicious contracts? or apply for government job? have you pissed off any body? does your family own any property that might go else where if you werent on the scene? think back to when it started, find the denominator! also fight back these people are weirdos and dont know how to act normal take the bull by the horns and engage in converstation,

    • Thank you. I am sorry to hear that you have to go through this too. I honestly don’t know why they target me. My guess is it is all about control. This could be another evil experiment. I happened to know this when I was bullied at my work place. But they have been doing this well before that. That is the time they decided to let me know that I am being targeted. Its funny how they make people act in certain way. First I thought they do this by sharing our personal information. But now i think they have the technology (NLF) to mind control. They can manipulate mind of people. They can make then behave in certain ways. This is a 24/7/365 harassment. This is a no touch torture.

  9. Oh My God! I went on my first date with my new partner today. It was lovely. But of course…who turns up? My little friends…the gang stalkers! God…when will these people realise they are behaving like callous morons? I have great friends and a good life now.

    Even with the gang stalking – I am determined it will get better, every day. And it does. But just WHEN are they going to learn to leave this alone! They talk…and all we hear is “bla, bla, bla!”

    Many people on here have said it is difficult if not impossible to have a life or a partner when you are being gang-stalked. I agree – but you have to keep on trying!

    And it’s back to education again. Tell your new partner about the situation, straight away. Give them witnesses if you have them. And then see if they can handle it. I guess it’s just like any other life circumstance (if extreme). Can you love me through this?

    Then if they inadvertently begin to perp…know that it could just because they do not how gang stalking works. Talk and work it out.

    I know the very nice Stalkingnightmare has found it hard to meet someone. Please do not give up. Life is incredible…please keep trying. All the best, Stalkingnightmare.

    I hope, this time that my new partner doesn’t perp. me. We will see. Best wishes all.

    • I am glad to hear that you have found someone loving and caring. Also Thank you for your kind and encouraging words. I know we can not give up. We have too keep fighting. Wish you all the best.

      • Thank you Stalkingnightmare. Well…it’s early days with this guy yet! But he does seem to be able to handle it. And I wish you all the luck in the world finding someone.

        I am furious this evening. As I have stated – some of my neighbours are gang stalking me. They also have complete strangers coming into the area to do the same thing. One of them has just left my home…again!!

        I am just astonished that the police become useless in these cases. Surely, with all this evidence floating around it should make it much EASIER to catch these people.

        Do you have any contact with police over your gang stalking? What experiences have you had with this, if you don’t mind my asking? It just makes my blood boil that my neighbours can so blatantly do this and the police turn a blind eye.

      • I am sure it will work out for you. I do have some experience with police. As soon as my I was bullied at my previous company, police cars showed up everywhere I went including my previous work place. Can you believe it ? When I go to work, I can see a police car at company parking lot. Once I tried to explain what I am going through to them. They dismissed my claim and asked me to see a psychiatric. However it is not the every police officer. Just like in your neighborhood, it is only certain police officers who show up all the time. I don’t think they also know full picture. Top guys are the evil one. They know what they are doing. They use people’s ignorance, hatred,jealousy to make people harass us. That is what I think.

  10. I think you are right about the police…they never get the whole picture. I am sure they mean well but they hear the rubbish too. I got that rubbish about psychiatrists…but I have too many witnesses now. FAR TOO MANY OF MY OWN FRIENDS ARE BEING SLANDERED AND ATTACKED IN THIS MANNER TO IGNORE THIS NOW. These are also very sane and logical people.

    I am not sure it is as simple as the top ones. I believe EVERY SINGLE PERSON who gang stalks must be held accountable. Gang stalkers are classic “snitches”…they will NEVER take responsibility for their disgusting behaviour. They will always blame one another. It’s time for apologies to me and to you…..and to other victims of this.

    They all show the same behaviour patterns. They are callous, emotionally abusive and disrespectful. If you force them to apologise as groups and individuals – they usually back down. This is the only way. Threaten legal action. Threaten civil action. Watch as they humiliate themselves in public. And never back down. Be polite….but extremely firm. They do relent. And never give up. Best wishes to you.

    • Soon after I wrote about police, I got a ticket for minor traffic violation. I wonder it is a coincidence. It was a scripted event. When I was driving, one car all of sudden cut me off so I had to change the lane suddenly. When I changed the lane.
      Yes everyone who participate in this gang stalking should be held accountable. Not just the top ones. However those people at the top of this gang stalking pyramid ( could be group leaders) know everything. They know what they are doing.
      Yes we do have to be polite and firm. They always test our patience.

      • Yes indeed we do have to be patient! I ended up in tears this morning after another argument with perp neighbours! I think some arrests may happen now. it’s about time.

        But yes…there is a pyramid to this. And I think you have identified where yours started. Kudos to you. I don’t think it was a coincidence – I think you annoyed someone in the police.

        Mine was so-called friends (and possibly an exe’s. friends) using Facebook, primarily. But certainly since these rumours exploded…..I have seen a lot of police cars hanging around me!

        I guess…is it even possible to hold the top ones accountable? These will be powerful people. And lets face it…..gang stalking is hardly in public conciousness as yet so they will have the perfect cover to deny it! Hence the “you must be crazy” epithets some of us suffer. You sound like you have done more research on the police side – and the pyramid than me so any thoughts would be great!

      • Yes police cars, army trucks, navy and air force vehicles show up more often when I go out.When I was bullied at my previous company, some police cars followed me for no reason for a mile or two. However I am not exactly sure who are at the top. They could be some powerful people. Or It could be rogue elements of intelligence agencies around the world. They may manipulate everyone including powerful people. I personally think they can decide who is going to be our next president. There may be a hidden system in our society. Also I think this is a collaborative work of intelligence agencies around the world. This is why even if you go to another country, harassment continues. The same script, but different people. They definitely use civil organizations, civilians to do their dirty work. They spread rumors about us so that people get offended. They try to turn everyone against us by spreading those viscous rumors. However again not everyone is evil. It could be certain people. This is what I think. I could be wrong.

  11. Great article!

    Here is an illustration I have made that outlines the mechanics of the mobbing, gossip, denigration tactics etc:

    Also for related information check our the YouTube activism channel: Activism of Care!

  12. That video was excellent. It took me a long time to deal with the fact that my friends were involved. It was devastating. I am now strong with new friends and they are on my side. But certainly many of my neighbours (not all) are involved, now.

    As usual…Stalkingnightmare makes some great points! The biggest and most hurtful thing with gang stalking, is loneliness. They MAKE you lonely. You do not do this alone. So refuse to play along. Meet new, strong people and do not allow them to perp you. What I have learned from all this is that some people are AMAZING. They will take all the gang stalker hatred and still stand by you.

    My best friend has now suffered threats, harassment at work and through his landlord. He has had cars driving around him, the same way they do me. He has had strangers outside his house and look into his flat (with me as witness). Some neighbours now hate him. Everything that has happened to me, only in a less intense way.

    Please remember, some people have compassion and morals. Some refuse to comply with the gang. I treasure my best friend now. That’s real strength of character.

    • You are right. Even though I have been going through this for years now, some of my friends have never hurt me or tried to harass me. This is why I still have hopes on humanity. Although majority will take advantage of our situation, some other people do not listen to perpetrators. Either they try to help us or leave us alone.

      • Yes…the majority do take advantage. Which shows damage within themselves. And clearly – the “friends” who do it are not friends. But there are some lovely people out there.

        My friend comes with me to politely deal with the gang stalkers. He tells them the facts and gives them a chance to relent. Most do when they have been caught. But it is sad that he has to accompany me to do this. They never listen to me while I am alone (because of the rumours). He has to teach them that I am a human being!! Which is humiliating. But we are getting there.

        Never let go of good people who won’t gang up. Children in a playground gang up…adults should have more insight and intelligence. They should say no.

  13. One more thing Stalkingnightmare. Do not do as you are told!! You are an adult. Guardian gang stalkers like to “keep an eye on you”. This is patronising. Gang stalkers push you from one to another and expect you to behave normally. And anger is perfectly reasonable in these circumstances. Bite back.

    It is not you who is out of hand but them. Their behaviour is the problem. Hence why my friend sometimes says “Give my friend respect!” He has to sometimes. The majority does NOT rule. And much as they like to create omnipotence – these people are not that many, in reality. Your behaviour is never bad. It is of an adult with self esteem dealing with emotionally aggressive groups of people.

    It took me ages to realise this. I became a little girl again…I allowed them to boss me about. I gave in. They loved it. Now I only give the respect I am given. If they are rude, I am back, if they are aggressive I call assistance, if they are patronising – I patronise back and so on.

    Please do not internalise the bull. I did. I am only healing this now.

  14. Hi Stalkingnightmare! I am not sure what has happened but I have lost the most recent comments I made! And your relies…they are not showing on my computer! Please advise! And also…please let me know if I am leaving too many. It’s great to offload about this but I do not wish to impose. My best wishes, as always.

    • Hi Supersaver, I am not sure what happened. Your last comment was on 25th of November. I can see that. You are always welcome to leave a comment here. You can leave as many as you want. You bring some important points always. Also this is a good way we (targeted individuals) can communicate with each other.

      • thank you for saying that, Stalkingnightmare! I do love chatting to everyone here! I can only now place comments when I go into the ‘my comments’ section. It was easier before. The comments just went somewhere! But I will keep posting. I am still not sleeping because my neighbours are driving me crazy! Gang stalkers behaviour is beyond cruelty sometimes!

      • Yes Sometimes it is hard to sleep because of noise harassment. Sometimes I actually use ear plugs when I go to bed.

      • Oh god yes! But they still manage to penetrate the ear plugs!! The good news is that more and more people are coming to my side, now. They are just as sick of this. When you show them what you really go through…they are appalled. So keep talking to people and they will help, eventually!

      • Yes Some people actually help me or at least try to help me.

      • They do. I think petercjurczyk’s idea of networking is our best bet. I also think having friends can make some of these people realise that other people are supporting you. I had a terrible time with a man sat in his car watching me (typical of my stalking). I know which neighbour allowed this as well. It’s scarey for a woman. But my friends and the decent neighbours helped. I do not know where these people get off!

      • Yes networking is a great idea. Often I do update my friends through this website or through facebook. I know they track all our communications. But I don’t really care anymore. I tell friends what I feel, what I like etc. Still many people do not talk to me now unless I message them. Yes It can be scary when people watching you all the time. But like you said, it is not everyone. Only certain people are evil.

      • One more thing. I am not able to see the comment section anymore either. I am not sure what happened.

      • They do not sound like very good friends if they only message when you do. You need to demand respect when being gang stalked. Yes, I think the website has got a glitch. I can only now post comments through my own account. What astonishes me most is that I am seeing gang stalkers operate right under the police’s noses sometimes. They are there today and they do nothing. I have given them evidence and I think they become afraid to act.

      • Yes I know if they are real friends, at least they should say hi to me once in a while.

      • Hi, Hope your doing well in some way we should feel privlaged. However its really a waste of time as much as were harrased we destroy there lifes as well they could be doing something else so rob them of their time make them feel your pain and spin the reason they feel compelled to harass.

      • I know peter. They waste their money and time on us.

      • Oops the more I try for you darling in our world is the more I push you away. So I’ll keep it simple dear. PCJ

      • Yes, dear they screw with or communications they are sad people at work they comment about my messages bizarre and sever invasion of my privacy I will not join them cops or masons foolish people

      • Hey, Supersaver 652
        Just tried to send you a Sammy Kersha video of some things are meant to be. PCJ

  15. Hi: Babe,
    Yea we are screwed in our messages and such we need to unit Global and then each target name the ten people responsible. We can overcome stalken
    They are scum

    • Hiya! That’s a great idea, actually! It’s what I am doing at present…naming and shaming! I guess you are all from the USA? I am from the UK. But we can certainly still unite on here! Am willing to name if you are! LOL!

      • Is national site for stalking Victims however we should problably start a company together, gather the four thousand plus targets with mandatory monthly call in participation a documentary type or movie of our plight. Reasonable people will side with us. PCJ

  16. Hang in there Targets what is done to us is absurd in a world of crimes they target us and can’t stop us either they need to go away and step off. Stay strong my friends. PCJ

    • Hi again petercjurczyk! It is very absurd. All this criminal attention on one person is pathetic. I think your idea for a company or a documentary is great! I would totally do it. Thought about similar things myself. I didn’t relise there are so many targets. Where did you learn about this?

      • Hi,Greg Gamange
        Pulled targets together for lawsuit requested names addresses another man was supposed to continue lawsuit can’t contact him should have a computer soon I’ll look it up send you his name. Thank you PCJ

  17. appolegize they had a women’s photo posted with you on my end dammit well I’ll chat and get gregs info just lost another girl and my new phone is craked still have a job for a bit

  18. Your not alone feel free to hit me up I can help

  19. I can feel and relate to what you must have gone through, it just fills me with disgust, why would someone do it and how could someone do it

  20. Mam, I am on your side. Even though I’m a male 57yrs old marine corps vet with disabilities. I am a target of this illegal crime. Don’t give up the fight for your life, you ! Shall !live! And !not! Die! I don’t know who you believe in especially when the law over looks this evil illegal crime. There is hope. I have met a lady who is being victimized today 24 /7 .she lives in another state, I live in dayton Ohio. We are in agreement that if the state laws do not enforce this crime we the victims need to start coming together. Do you agree on this? Think about this. “Blue Angeles of hope ” . The ground work is now starting. Join us please, we need you.

  21. I think Im gangstalked, too…but not sure when it started and by whom…however, Im sure now my stalking began several years ago and it seems it is still ongoing…I graduated from university 2 years ago…Now I remember those strange occurences…they didnt give me a sense years ago but now Im able to fix the mosaic…For example…I remember, when I just started the university, and was invited to a party in the universities motel and a man wanted to take photos of me… I agreed, not knowing his intentions….then when I returned to the motel next morning, I saw photos of me on the wallpaper, near the elevators…I didnt think it was tapeted there for bad intentions….besides, I always used to have a feeling someone is watching and stalking me in my university years….I always had that highly unpleasant feeling…I read other TIs go through this too…the suspicious feeling of being watched…but I thought I was just going paranoid…then I remember all the harassment and offensive behaviour I got from some “people”…I always wondered why did they hate me so much…sometimes I cried because of it…then…when being in my 1st year postgraduate studies…I remember crossing the street and having an intense feeling of being watched…and somehow my eyes met an angry stare of a man riding the car…But I thought it is just a kind of paranoya…then there was my meeting with one of my professors in a local coffee shop…I was talking with her intensely, but still somehow I turned my head and again…my eyes met with the obvious stare of a man…of whom I thought he resembled the man I saw riding the car…he had radiant blue eyes…but wasnt blond…I wondered why did he stare at me as if he knew me… and there were many such things…later, when I finally graduated, I think my stalking got to new, more horrific dimensions…last year an anonym on the internet wrote me strange things…He wrote: “I know everything about you, even the things you wouldnt like me to know..” and “There are others who are in it with me, too.” Thats why I suspect Im being gangstalked…I hope not…but when everything looks like that…therefore…I remember all the strange things, strangers talking to me as if they already knew me, harassment, offenses, that man, etc….When realizing something like this, I feel like being in a nightmare….I used to be quite optimistic and friendly, still wanting to be a friend of so many people as its possible..I wanted to be in love, too…I wanted to self-realize in the life….Now the only thing I wish is that if only such a nightmare would never happen to me…simply I feel like my life has no future at all….its horrible and I also wish I would be able to help other Tis, too…but Im neither wealthy, nor emotionally ok enough to offer a hand to someone…though Im trying. Kisses

  22. Hello everybody I am at another low point in my life right now with all the gangstalking. I thought gangstalking was supposed to become stable after you realize you are being gangstalked. I have realized I have been a target for over 8 years, but the last 6 months the harassment has increased to an utterly insane level. I am studying in school and numerous noise campaigns happen, when I am in my car I am seeing 3x the amount of red cars around me than I typically do from the douche bag perps. More and more people are trying to cause accidents around me, people at work almost seem bi-polar one minute they are friendly the next they are telling lies about me to many people. I am under EXTREME stress as gangstalking has divided me from my young children, wrecked me from maintaining a stable job. While I am working I am embarking on a new job in the hope that maybe there will be less perps on this new job, but maybe I shouldn’t keep my hopes up on that because they always get crushed. I am lonely, friendless, and have no woman. I don’t even have other TI friends, I really don’t think I have that much strength to put up with this that much longer. My family participates in this horrendous low life crime against all decent men and women. As they frequently do directed conversations where they say things that I know I never said around them. I hate my life with such a passion that I am yet again depressed and sometimes the idea of death sounds inviting. Illinois has some awful and non-stop gangstalkers and I am to the point where I absoluely hate everyone and wish the worst death on all who gangstalk me. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like crying but maybe that just makes me weak, I don’t know.

    • Hi there,
      I personally totally understand you….I too hate my gangstalkers…especially that man with radiant blue eyes…I think he started this all…though not so sure…but Im somehow convinced that he made the majority of bad things to me…two years ago, he also harassed me via internet, wrote me nasty things, usually regarding my appearance, but not only that…he even wrote me dead threats…Im a young woman…I too would rather wish death for him and also for my other stalkers…and I was never hateful person before…I think the worst thing about gangstalking is that it made me very violent…sometimes I even imagine my stalkers being strongly tied,, their mouths filled with socks and me beating the crap out of them by the heavy iron stick…I fantasize about killing them in many possible ways…and Im a Christian…even though I know it is a sin to hate and kill, I cant help these feelings…they simply come sometimes…very spontaneously…and I was never like that before….gangstalking made me very aggressive…of course Im not aggressive to strangers, to random people I meet…just these fantasies about killing gangstalkers…but I never ever fantasized about murder before….the next thing…I feel as if Im lost….without future simply…I hope my life will be ok one day…and I wish this to other poor vicvtims, too…

  23. May Have been a Part of It… But.. Damn Sure Wasn’t the Start of It.. U Can do Better then that..

  24. Hello: Yes you are write we can’t act out yet, should you ever think suicide quickly day homicide tour thoughts of suicide dissapear never do that shoot as many controllers or perps as you can before you check our honey. I’m always here for you, call me or text day or night just for chat I’ll probably prove not s perp to you,
    Well stay strong hope to speak to you soon . Stay Strong babe. PCJ

  25. Thanks for commenting Lou. I don’t fantasize about killing them, but I do fantasize about beating the crap out of them. Funny thing is I am fairly strong so it is kind of funny that they mess with someone who actually could really hurt them. None the less I do agree with you, I myself am a christian and have been finding it harder to stay true to my faith and values. I hate to admit this but gangstalking has changed me. I choose to isolate and I trust virtually nobody. I don’t even attempt relationships anymore because they all turn out to be perps. So my only solace is visiting a few sites, this being one of them. I totally agree with you that I feel like hope is lost and I have no future. What makes me so angry is knowing that these jacka$$ gangstalkers have ruined job opportunities, relationships, friendships and most of all they have ruined my chance to have a normal, happy and good life that I know I would have been capable of having. These alone is what makes me want to beat the crap out of the perps. I should have a decent and happy life but they have taken that from me and I can never get that back. I pray that my future will be different but I have little hope that it will be. I will say a prayer that you have strength Lou and that the perps do no physical or emotional harm to you.

    • I feel the same way. They have pretty much ruined all my job opportunities, relationships and my life. I hope one day they will pay for what they have been doing to all of us.

      • Yeah it is amazing how people can wreck every facet of a persons life and then go home at the end of the day and not think of the horrible things they have done. Not that we need proof of gangstalking and what is being done to us but I found definitive proof for all the doubters out there that gangstalking exists. I found this document from the Edward Snowden files and it describes exactly how the GCHQ and the NSA destroy peoples reputations. Here is the url pass this along to everyone.
        https://theintercept.com/2014/02/24/jtrig-manipulation/

    • Thank you very much, dear. Unfortunatelly, they already hurt me emotionally….very much…that radiant blue-eyed wrote me that he actually wants me to commit suicide…though I dont think they would harm me physically, they already did very much hurt me emotionally and psychologically….they messed with my employments…though Im not unemployed now, my salary is also quite low…imagine I worked as a teacher at two schools two years ago and they managed to turn my bosses against me..and colleagues..and children, too. They practically encouraged all of them to harass me…I felt very ill in such an environment…I rather left…now Im a lecturer at academies but not full-time…so my salary is low…they tried to mess with this employment, too, but fortunately they didnt succeeded, cause my current bosses are quite fond of me, though they are not able to employ me for full-time yet. But at least, they know Im a decent and good woman. Im single and I dont have kids, just to know. I enjoy single life and for some reason, it seems to me that my stalkers are furious about this:D The blue-eyed used to write me things like: “You arrogant, lesbian-leaning, ugly old-maid, etc..” Though he offended me much, somehow I find it funny how furious he is, when he sees Im enjoying being an old-maid:D And just for fun, I let him know I really enjoy his fury about that:D For one thing, anyway, I think my stalkers are radical, militant Jews…though not sure….but it seems to me they are…

      • Yes I have been experiencing this for a long time. They bullied me at my previous work. I always have hard time find a job. Even If I find one, as you said salary is so low. It is just enough to survive. On top of that, the perpetrators try to demotivate you. Its like this. Sometimes they don’t give any work for months. Sometimes they give you too much work. Sometimes they want to work you at night. These the things that can happen at our work place. But they use this more often to harass us intentionally. Only the perpetrators and us know this.

      • You know I actually see a pattern on jobs of certain people who seem to try and talk with me. Many of these people are trying to extract information and use new information to harass me with. I found out that many who do this are either former military or former police, or some sort of similar background. I find it strange how this seems to be the case so often. The fact that the harassment is increasing after 17 years of being gangstalked must mean that I am getting to them. Me personally I am harassed by all races, both male and female, and all profession both professional and non-professional. I constantly have people befriending me after it seems like they might be ok to have as a friend. This type of behavior is why I am going to start acting like I was 20+ years ago. I used to be shy but I then became social. Now I am going to be shy again. When it comes to the directed conversations it blows me away how if I hardly speak on anything how those little 20 second conversations become public. So I know that even becoming shy and saying very little wont stop the directed conversations, but at least will minimize it. I also plan on looking at some sort of jammer where it will jam hidden cameras microphones, and GPS jamming so I can have some privacy again. It is absolutely ridiculous that all of us TI’s have to live this way in the USA, which is supposed to be a free country. I don’t understand how if people follow us around all day how they cant see that we are committing no crimes. I know lies are told about us to the perps but if they see us never committing crimes then what is the point for continuing to harass us and destroy our lives? When we get jobs background checks are done yet noting ever shows up, and depending on the type of jobs more extensive checks are done further eliminating the majority of the lies a perp will be told about a TI. Do perps have any common sense or intelligence what so ever? I have come to the conclusion that most of the perps are low-life degenerates who will never be anything in society, or they are just moral-less, corrupt individuals who are getting some sort of perk for their involvement. It amazes me how many idiots in red cars or wearing some sort of red garment try to hurry to an intersection or stop sign just to get there at the same time as I do.
        I totally believe in the air stalking. I noticed this 12 years ago and when ever I would leave my house or job I would have a plane waiting outside my house or job and then move when I start driving. Or better yet lately I have noticed if I go to the grocery store and park my car in different spots as to not provide familiarity there will be people “magically” when I leave the store waiting in their cars at both ends of the parking lot so I encounter at least one of them regardless of which exit I use.
        Pertaining to my old job for the first time in my life I was able to find who the exact perp was due to a key piece of information another co-worker said to me. I know he was involved as well but maybe he felt bad for me, I really don’t know. But as stalking nightmare said all political ideologies, races and people do this. The lady doing the gangstalking to me on the job is a lesbian, she would tell others what I said when I vented on how I was getting treated. After I found out it was her I distanced myself and said nothing more to her. She is the sole person responsible for turning so many of my co-workers against me. I also have noticed for what-ever strange reason that I get alot of perping from black women. So to reiterate stalking nightmare, all races and political affiliations participate in this. All I know is I am trying to reinvent myself all over again so there current profile on me is wrong and they will have to start from scratch. If they are going to follow and stalk and harass me then I am going to make their job as difficult as possible. God bless all TI’s something has to happen where these criminal perps are brought to the light. There is plenty of evidence out there that such a program exists but most people do not educate themselves or research into finding it. Most seem to be complacent with the status quo as long as it is not them being stalked, until one day it is them. Hypocrites they are and one day there crimes will be prosecuted severely.

  26. I just wonder….what could be the beliefs of the gangstalkers….some TIs say they are masons, some say they are Jews, some that they are Nazis…I still wonder what could be the truth…what I know for sure, is that my gangstalkers are mysoginists (especially that blue-eyed) and conservative in beliefs…Im liberal and I used to defend LGBT community. Im not lesbian, nor Im transexual. I just want people to be fair to the LGBT, too. I know this is hard topic for the majority…but I never imagined someone could gang up on me for that…cause it seems it is so…still I dont know who my stalkers are – Nazis, Jews or Masons…? Ideas?

    • I am a liberal too. But I personally think the perpetrator can be from any race, religion, skin color, political organization etc. This is a wold wide phenomenon. I think rogue elements of intelligence agencies from all over the world do this. But some may have better technologies and tools.

  27. Yes stalkingnightmare you are probably true…stalkers can come from any backround…I think that too…the reason why I think many of them are radical Jews, is that my stalkers are not only conservative, aggressive and narrow-minded, but they seem to hate Christianity itself, too….they used to scorn me for being Christian, too…and some of them seem to be employed in mass media, which is said to be controlled by Masons and wealthy Jews, too…but still Im not sure, cause I also know there are some “people” who call themselves “patriotic and nationalist”..they, too, participate in my harassment…this all is itself horrible, but the worst is that my gangstalkers managed to get my father and sister in my harassment, too..only my mother is immune. I noticed my sister and father mock me and they are talking about me as if I was something less than the majority of people….Just to say..in fact, I never had good relationship with my father..he, in fact, has the very attributes which are characteristic for gangstalkers. And I only noticed this recently. I love my sister very much, but on the other hand, she seems to hate me and look down on me..she always considered me a nutcase..I think the reason is that she was always a bit jealous as Im older than she and my parents trusted me more than her. She is conservative in thinking, too…just like my father and my stalkers…she, too, always seemed to look down on either LGBT, either people like me, who defend the rights of others…This all strikes me very much…some of my stalkers, including my father and sister, can be good people sometimes, but on the other hand, they seem to have no remourse for their immoral gangstalking deeds….they seem to be perfectly ok with harassing people they dont like for any reason…I hate them for that, to tell you the truth…I would like them to recognize they are doing the evil thing and that they have NO RIGHT to harass others, just because they dont like them!

  28. They are just to foolish I agree with you we have to all join together. We should all gather and start a business togetjer. Our drive will flatten them although we are lacking in communication as a community however the sites are a start.
    PCJ

  29. gangstalking must end – if this is the case…that really “people” of all backgrounds and beliefs do this…than it is really sad…and definitely it says something about our society as a whole…Though Im not American, Im going through this satanic harassment in Europe…I think it is the very same here, than it is in USA….to tell you, I used to cry so much about the fact Im being viewed at as an unwanted entity….I just want to know why me? Why us? I think, however, I already suspect the possible answer…Maybe we TIs are much better…much more humanistic…much more true in our heart…and maybe this is what bothers the gangstalkers…it seems to me that they hate our innocence and good-heartedness…maybe it is even not the question of politics and beliefs, but the question of moral values…..I remember other things, what my stalkers used to write me…apart from insults and encouragements to commit suicide…they wrote: “why are you so strange? why dont you change? etc..” Maybe this is all the war on the stable, humanistic, idealistic and true-hearted people we TIs are…I also remember I read about us on other site: “The targeted individual has many Christ-like qualities..” So maybe thats the case…the perps hate us for being good actually….If this is the case really, then Im ready to conclude we live in a sick society…

  30. Just another thing….now I know much more about the harassment I suffer, and I also know who is possibly behind it…Im sure it started when I was only 16 (now Im 28 so you see…they practically already took a significant part of my young life away)…my classmates or their relatives (or perhaps even their parents) started it possibly…as I was harassed even in those years…Oh and there was a guy who claimed he wants me as a girlfriend…though Im not sure whether he was really fond of me, or he just wanted me for having a “fun”…I was never good at guessing other peoples possible feelings…but that guy wasnt the radiant blue-eyed….as you wrote Dee, that radiant blue-eyed is just a part of that…now I know…I mistakenly thought that he is responsible for the start of my harassment…but I made a bit of “detective” work so I now know more…its disgusting actually…all of my stalkers are…doesnt really matter who started this, everyone who participates in something like this, while being sure about all the negative (or even deadly) intentions, is a disgusting murderer…even in case he/she is a respected member of the society, etc…So…the case is, actually, during that 12 years, I survived a kind of harassment no living creature (not only human) should go through….and all of my stalkers (including my own father and sister), tried to persuade me that it is all perfectly ok to harass me and treat me as if I was just a piece of you know what…just because Im not like they are….just because Im not the kind of woman they think I should be…honestly I dont know whether to cry or to laugh….So, that guy who claimed he loves me, seems to be really childish (btw he is 30 now)…His kind of “fabulous” thinking: “A girl doesnt want to have sex with me so its only natural I will make a hell of her life…its perfectly ok to participate in degradation, humiliation and MURDER of that girl..” And this all goes to all my stalkers….I think they are sick “people” (and yes, I think the same about my father and sister, though I dont tell them…)…they all are not only sick, but I also suspect sociopathic traits in their behaviour…At least, the gangstalking awareness showed me how sick and unbelievable our society is…And that we TIs are the only normal and perfect people in it….Kisses. Try to stay strong, even if its hard sometimes.

  31. I dont really care about who started…maybe more important than that is…that others participated in or continued to…and this is nasty… I suspect either my classmates in high school, or that guy I refused to go out with….so…obviously for the stalkers, it is perfectly normal to destroy the innocent life (or even in the case of the criminal, I think nobody deserves such a mistreatment)….they are obviously sick creatures…Still, it doesnt surprise me really, as unfortunately the country I live in, is a home of spies and other, nasty and corrupt “people”…I wish them to experience exactly what I went through…and of course what other TIs went through, too…I read some people would not participate in, but still finally somehow get persuaded by stalkers….However, I think, that if someone is recruitable to something like this, then he/she is guilty in the same way as the initial stalkers…me personally would never be engaged in this shit…because it is exactly what is… God, and I even had a middle-aged “kind” lady who tried to persuade me that actually, the harassers are not that bad, and that Im possibly at fault…I immediately knew then, that she is part of this shit…I always suspected something is not ok in my life…as I also mentioned, I felt being watched….so somehow my soul always felt it…I mentioned the harassment and strange occurrences…I think, our country is much more infiltrated by shitty “people” than I thought….the worst thing is…that it really seems…for them its a game…we TIs are selected for any reason to be played upon…to be tormented in hellish crime…do people ever realize this is not normal and should be banned? If they are really people? Cause after what I went through, I strongly suspect that majority of “people” dont even behave as if they were people…but as if they were some nasty, self-righteous dictators…do they happen to have any, even a morsel of self-criticism, critical thinking and empathy?…In my case, I must have been stalked by extremely conservative bunch of losers (usu men)…as I usu recognized them…and there were some women, too, but I think I had more male stalkers…this is actually horrible in that they managed to completely deprive me of any belief in the opposite sex…the belief that I can be in love with a really good man, not caring only about his own needs, but consider me as a creature which is equally loveable…however, Im sure that there are really good men, too, who would never participate in something like this….though in my country, Im afraid they are small in numbers…They tried to severely undermine my self-esteem, trying to persuade me over and over that Im unattractive (if not too “ugly” to have some relationship)….they tried to lure me into “relationships” with unattractive stalkers….Im not saying they are “ugly”, but God, I think there are other ladies who would be more suitable for them by appearance than me…and of course when I refused to go out with them, they claimed Im horribly “picky”. Which is not true. I never harmed the unattractive stalkers by word, Im not that kind of person. But just for you to know, I knew that they, too, didnt have good intentions with me….they practically participated in the crime against me…even though some of them behaved “kindly”….this gangstalking thing is horrible and it should end….in USA, if this trend will continue, then as soon as in 10 years, every 1 out of 15 people will be stalked or they will know a person who is being stalked…the same goes for every country worldwide….simply horrible…

  32. I am frustrated and angry beyond belief with how far corrupt and disturbing the gangstalking cabal is. I have been having extremely high blood pressure, so high that it is the typical reading that gives people strokes or a heart attack, and I have been having my physician and practitioner doing nothing. I even went to the ER and they put the cuff on so loosely that it would read lower. I was so pissed off. My blood pressure readings have been in the range that is considered a hypertensive crisis. I have sought medical care 6 times in the past month with no avail and doctors doing nothing. I had a pharmacist “lose” my script saying it is not in there system despite them having the rest of my electronic scripts from the same day. When the practitioner gave me the script from a month ago as proof and I brought it to the pharmacy they said it is not signed, but it was at the bottom electronically, as all electronically sent scripts are. I brought my mom with me so she could see proof of how it is and how I am treated and that I am not making this up.
    If they don’t do something about this I will die from my reading being to high. My fellow Targeted Individuals this is an escalating situation. What is happening to me with my health condition is not being treated the way any other none targets would be. This is intentional. This is scary because I am at the mercy of the health system and I am getting no help despite reaching out. I am seeking possible legal action because there is so much proof of my blood pressure being high every time I go to the doctors’ office. I feel like I am being primed to be eliminated. Something is not right with this situation. I have never experienced anything to this extreme level before and things are getting worse. HELP ME I am very hopeless right now and I am seeking medical help with no one treating. I work in healthcare and I know this is not standard protocol.

    • I am really sorry to hear this. Please record everything. You can start writing a diary. Note down the incident, location, time, people involved with etc.
      It is no secret that the perpetrators try to induce heart attacks by stressing out the target. This could be a direct or indirect result.

  33. Hi Stalking nightmare, thank you..you have done good job.
    It happened to me also, they tried to self destruct me by mental torture. They read my thoughts and programmed me like robot, ex: where i want to stand and what i want to speak etc.

    Now i am doing mediation and feel good, it’s strengthen my mind.
    https://www.newmessage.org/wp-content/uploads/pdfs/books/STK_NKL_v1.5.pdf

  34. can understand what you must have gone through but could you ever make out how and why some people resort to such degrading actions to destroy other people’s life

    • This is how I understand it. I could be wrong. They manipulate people’s emotion. Basically, the perpetrators spread some rumours about me so that people get offended. Some people are jealous of me. Some people start to hating me. Some people are being rude to me all because of what they are told by the perpetrators. They have the power to turn most of the people against me. Sometimes I think they have some kind of mind control technology to make people say certain trigger words or act in a certain way so that the victim gets annoyed. I think nobody really knows how they do all these except themselves.

  35. It’s Simple… Because they have No Life. Jealousy will Drive people to do some Stupid Shit.

  36. Hello,
    I decided to write, because there is something what caught my attention…I read about various religious cults…do you think religious cults are behind gangstalking? I read about scientology for example…and I disliked what I read about it…If really religious cults are behind organized harassment and stalking, then the situation is at least really unsafe for the victims…concretely I read that religious cults (especially scientologists) happen to dislike and even hate governments, liberals, socialists, psychologists and psychiatrists, mentally or otherwise ill people, black people, and…Jews….if that is the case, then possibly I can strongly doubt that government or antifa or Jewish people are doing this to me…I admit I was being too harsh to Jews…but only because I thought they caused me this…if really religious cults are doing this, then I think they (unfortunatelly for me) have many reasons to hate me..even when they dont know me and never talked to me personally…first, Im Christian and catholic, (though Im not fanatic), second, Im liberal, third, I can be considered mentally ill for a certain slight degree – since I suffer from Aspergers…and fourth – I have also some Jewish descendants from my mothers side which I mentioned unintentionally online…Im afraid they must really hate me…:D well I know its not funny really…but at least, a bit of relief is that no military, no law enforcement (though I know one really corrupt) and no government is in my stalking…of course I cant be sure, but there is something that indicates I can feel myself quite safe on the streets and from law enforcement harassment….I hope so:)

  37. You are right about that Dee. I sometimes think that is why I get the harassment on the job. It sure seems like whenever we as targets excel at something the perps are ready to pounce with jealousy on us. The funny thing if those low life losers focused their energy on their inadequacies rather than what we are doing they might be successful. Unfortunately I have conceded that gangstalking in my life will never end and this is just how my life will be. That does not mean I am giving up the battle to end gangstalking, I am just conceding that this hell hole life I have with these a..hole perps will never end. I have prayed for over 15 years for this nightmare to end and it hasn’t. So like i said i concede to the fact that this will continue to the day I die. So now I am at the point in my life were I am trying to make the best of having a life invaded by perps. I still am not sure if I ever will have “real” friends or a “real” girlfriend so I will continue onward praying and keeping my faith and hoping some sort of success comes my way despite the every day phoniness perps create. Tell me what you all think and what you do with your lives.

    • If I wanted to bring them down, including the officers involved… I Can in a heart beat. I just Don’t really give a Shit. These Trash r taking way to much credit. They Haven’t changed Me.. Or caused Anything significant in my life.. Their more like a fruit fly that can b Annoying but jus needs to b Squished. I’ve Always been a Loner… Long before these Losers came along. All the lies they spread r Hilarious.. I mean Consider the source…lol. I Really Don’t give a Shit. Look at them.. Then look at Me. I Chose My path… Those Losers chose their own… Yet, their Beyond jealous of My Freedom, My Style, My Finances, My Strength, My Heart, My Integrity… N My Knowledge. Im Sure to some the list goes on.. Which makes them more angry. Actually I should thank the Trash… Thanks for helping to weed out All the Fake, Worthless Losers.. No1 can turn a Good person in2 a Following, Piece of Shit… A Good Person will Remain Good n Lead. They can Only Turn the Weak, following Trash to follow them.. So that jus makes it Easier for Me to c the Fakes. I may speak to them, even “act” nice to them at times.. But, I Always Kno who is involved. Im Happy.. N they Hate that. I have Friends, Real Friends… They will Always b in My Life. So im Good.. Can u Fuks say the Same. Nope.. All Miserable.. N u Need company.. Wont b Me.. Soooo… Keep tryn. U Only Make Me Stronger.

      • In reality whether a TI admits it or not the perps have changed much of our lives even if it is on a small scale. Just because my experience has changed me that by means that I am a fake victim of this crime. To assume that would be proof of the effectiveness of the gangstalkers to make us all think that everyone is gangstalking us if we don’t fit the usual symptoms of a TI. The problem I see is as the creator of this site has attested to in his story is that gangstalking has destroyed many friendships we have had and tried to create in the future. While it is not impossible to forge new friendships or relationships the gangstalking activity makes it 100x harder to do so. If we become sensitized to a sound or color then technically the gangstalking has changed us. I myself have become sensitized to the color red. As I will see numerous red cars around me on a daily basis. I will see traffic ramp up whenever Ie go for a walk or if driving cars, especially red car try to speed up to the intersection or the stop sign to arrive there at the same time I do. To be honest I don’t know if your response is a positive one to mine or implying that I am fake or weak. I am very strong in mind, body and spirit but like the whole gangstalking program is designed to wear one down with repeated use. If I blast a steel door once it may do nothing but if I blast it over and over and over it eventually wears down and breaks, so is true with a TI. We/ I can fend off some attacks but after repeated harassment it becomes harder to blow them off. I have tried to reach out to other TI’s for friendship but to no avail. I have tried on experience project to make some TI friends but received virtually no feedback and sometimes a cold response. Ironically for people who have shared experiences being cold to a person who is going through the same hell as you actually helps to discredit the TI movement and further created divide among us instead of uniting us. I have seen some sights that say other TI’s should not date other TI’s because the level of paranoia would destroy the relationship as each person would think that the other is perping them. There has to be a way for us TI’s to unite. I was merely looking for stories, advice, encouragement or whatever on how other people on here have made their friends or relationships amidst a toxic environment created to destroy our lives. I hate to say it but gangstalking has changed me, but isn’t that the whole reason why I and others are here? Here so we can share ideas and encouragement so we can TRY to live a normal life or even find friendship. I am looking for a positive or uplifting response from other TI’s as I am tired of the negativity that being a target brings. It is hard to remain positive so I come here for a source of encouragement. God bless all TI’s.

      • Hey… I Wasn’t calling Any TI Weak… The perps r Weak.. The Followers r Weak. Speaking for Myself, I Stand Stronger, On My Own, then 100 of them standing together. To Me.. They have Done Nothing.. Only pissed Me off.. N thats Dangerous for them. My Real Friends, will Always b My Real Friends. I Always Kno whos involved, Not really hard to figure out. Most perps/followers r Low lifes, with Nothing… Will Never have Anythng. “Karma” will Knock them Down.. 1 by 1. Its Already happening… N they Kno it. As for making friends with Other TI’s… Im kwl with that.. As long as they r Real. God Bless..

  38. gangstalking must end – for you – I know how you and other targets feel. There are many people not even being aware of being targets of this satanic harassment. I think, if someone is not aware, then it works…it brings him/her down much harder…I know we have it very bad, too…we aware of it…we see how “people” who are wealthy and well-connected can afford such brutality and its in itself horrible…I wouldnt even wish something like that to a pedophile, murderer, etc…because something like this is not only brutal, its horrific satanic hell on the earth…and considering that the majority of TIs are innocent, decent people…much better than perps…I suffer from Aspergers or high functioning autism..and Im a woman…we are much more sensitive than neurotypical people…imagine me being bombarded by psychopaths…by their nasty words, telling me Im “worthless, dont deserve to live, I should die, etc..” Even a strong, neurotypical man would be at least very sad by experiencing something like that…but still, I think Im one of the more fortunate Tis, cause Im not isolated from all my relatives, I have a job, Im relatively sane..though totally shocked because of this gangstalking thing…I didnt know what sort of world do we live in…Im not saying its only hard for Aspergers….but we especially are so innocent that we tend to be shocked even more by such brutality…you, at least dear fellow TI, live in a more developed country – perhaps in UK, USA…where this satanism is relatively known by people…but me living in a little, corrupt, banana republic in eastern europe…thats ridiculous…what sort of country do I live in…people are looking at me as if I was delusional, by telling them about this…but I know much more people are being targeted in my little country…..all the most decent, kind and valuable people of all religions, beliefs, politics….I would want to help them but many of them I dont even know personally….and Im not sure whether they are even aware of being targeted…Remember all what you are going through is ABSOLUTELY NOT your fault. Its the perps who are at fault. They are doing illegal things, not us. The God sees this all and they will be punished, you can be sure. Dont care about intimidation, loss of your privacy, as these things are not our fault. Its the perps who are to blame. We should never be ashamed, whatever they know about us – whatever intimate details about our habits, bodies, etc. Always keep in mind its not your fault – you are a unique human being, deserving to live in true democracy, with your rights fully recognized. Never feel ashamed and intimidated by anything the perps know about you. Be proud. Cause you are at right. Perps are loosers and they are highly delusional. But we are really valuable beings, thats why we are TIs. Kisses

  39. Take a look what is going on in Poland: h t t p : / / wheatamidtares.blogspot. c o m /

  40. Hello,
    Once again…I think I was mistaken about the Jewish people not taking part in this…Now I know for sure some of them are in my gangstalking…though I cant be sure about other religious cults as well…Please never believe that any Christian would ever be doing something like that…cause I read many disinformation sites claiming that Christians are doing this…No! True Christians are never engaged in something like this…If one claiming to be Christian engages, then he/she is not true Christian! Jewish people and atheists (and possibly some religious cults as well) are behind my gangstalking…I speculated about scientologists and satanists as well…as I said I cant be sure…it is quite possible that Jews, religious cults and atheist multiculturalists are purposefully doing this to Christians…it is only my opinion, but I strongly suspect this….Kisses

    • I personally believe there are good and bad people in every religion. So bad/evil people participate in this program regardless of their religion.
      Also I believe the perpetrators use religion as a tool to control /manipulate people. I try to avoid overly religious people because of this harassment.

  41. And I personally believe some religions are much peaceful than others…and that the religion and culture associated with it has a major influence on people living in…so if lets say you are a Jew and you are brought up thinking you are superior to every other religions and races, then unfortunately sooner or later you start believe it…and you start making evil things…:P

  42. IF they were Better then ME in ANY Way… I might have been Slightly Affected… But… They r ALL So Far BENEATH ME…. I Can Only Laugh. I Mean.. Always consider the Source. Every Rumor is a Lie.

  43. N… As for Me.. 99% of these Losers have NEVER Spent a Moment of time with Me. I Didn’t Kno.. Standing Outside My Windows, being a Peeping Tom or a Stalker, Qualifies Sum Thng as Knowing Me. That’s Hilarious…

  44. Unfortunatelly gangstalking is not only about peeping toms…Its a huge harassment process, too…I read anyone can become a victim, for ANY reason….Even a slight or IMAGINED offence can be a reason for a psychopat to put us on the list….thats why Im sure there is a huge number of victims out there….

  45. Thank you Dee and stalking nightmare for being supportive from the gangstalking. You two are great. I have been noticing the last 6 months a massive increase in the gangstalking in my life. Keep in mind that I have at LEAST been gangstalked for 16 years, so I am wondering why is it increasing when I already have a huge heavy gangstalking presence in my life. Why is it increasing so much more. I have been finding it harder and harder to be a nice person in everyday life. The gangstalking / workplace mobbing gets worse with each and every new job I get. While I might be luckier than some TI’s that I have a job, I also know that I get a huge amount of people who are involved in my stalking. I have people within my family, co-workers, people at grocery stores. Whenever I drive any of my parents vehicles and park it for awhile I notice lots of trash around it. I always wondered if these clowns follow us around 24/7 and never see us commit crimes or whatever lie it is that is being told about us why do they continue? These people have to see what they are doing is wrong. I don’t understand why so many other ills of the governments around the world are being exposed but the gangstalking program isn’t. There are obviously many of us and the vast majority of us are sane and not crazy. I do also agree with the statement above from Dee where these jerk offs dont know the true real people we are, yet some dossier on us and a bunch of perverts who follow us around are all of a sudden qualified people to be the authority on us and what kind of people we are. I know some on here are not religious but religion is truly what keeps me together. Any true christian should be noticeable by their actions and words but mostly actions. If no one heard me speak but sees me acting christian and someone says that person is christian then I have done my job. There is nothing wrong with reaching out to others with religion or even trying to bring someone to God but there is a proper way to do it. Shoving it down someones throat is not the way to do it though.
    While there are good and bad people in all races, religions, countries and continents we truly not just as TI’s but as people need to look at all people on an individual basis and see if they pass the litmus test as someone good or bad.

  46. correction from my previous post I meant thank you to Lou and stalking nightmare for being so supportive to me. Both of you are shining examples of what should go on between Targeted individuals. That is support, encouragement and a healthy respect for each other.

    I can understand why some have a negative view of highly religious people but to maybe put a noche of credibility here I am a religious person and I must say that I have also experienced perping inside church as I worship. It happens all the time and I will constantly get certain bunch of people to wear red shirts, coats around me. In fact the most disturbing thing that I experienced was someone who had a shirt on and it had some sort of evil quote on it with a caption at the top that said I hate you. Now keep in mind a shirt like this is inappropriate in a church regardless of one is being gangstalked or not, but I now this was aimed at me. LIke I said in my previous post we must do the litmus test to see who the good ones are and the bad. I have my off days to where I think everybody is bad and unfortunately with the increase of perping around me lately I can’t help but think it is the majority. I am like wow, deep down there has to be someone somewhere in the USA who doesn’t participate in this corrupt moral-less program. Keep strong Lou I dont know who is behind the gangstalking but I believe it has to be some sort of shadow government. Somebody is pulling the strings it is just a big who is pulling them.

    • I agree that not every religious person is evil. There are so many good people.

      • I have only just come across this website and I am glad I did because reading your stories has made me realise a lot of people are going through the same thing. In my case it initially started as private harressment but has also affected my job and public reputation. my ex husband has used private information from my childhood and spread rumours publicly. I have been called “crazy and paranoid” despite there not being any evidence of this and he has manipulated the grown up children and anyone I have contact with to agree with his lies. I have been followed, every new friend/boyfriend I make knows my ex husband to the extent I now know that the men are being set up to meet me to feed back to the ex. My adult children have verbally and physically attacked me to the extent the police are now looking to prosecute my son. This has had an effect on my 15 year old daughter who lives with me as I have had to change her school and move away from everything I know. The worse thing is the ex does not give a damn about the physchological abuse he is doing manipulating his children like this. He thinks it is “funny”.

        Devices have been put on my computer (I was advised of this when I took the computer for a service and told by the technician this was serious)

        My ex husband has totally manipulated everyone against me. Last year he went out of his way to get to know my last partner (my 15 year old and older children have different fathers) My last partner then started stalking me with his police daughter dropping hints they knew my ex husband to intimidate me – I went to the police who failed to act (his daughter is in the police force) and then went directly to a Judge obtained an injunction against my last partner and sole custody of my child.

        I know reading the stories on here that people are being isolated and the psychological damage that s being caused by these perpetrators but do not give up stand your ground against these ignorant people and learn from each others stories. No-one has a right to destroy anyone’s life.

  47. So…the case is…I came to the conclusion that for some reason, the vast majority of my stalkers are Jews…what do you think of it? Are all stalkers Jews? Or only in my case? please check out the origin of some of your stalkers…to see whether they are predominantly Jews or not…a good advice I think…

    • Lou

      I think it is probably relative to the area you live in. If you’re in an area where the Jewish population is large, it would make sense that a large number of people harassing you would be Jewish. I hope this helps. I have found that it varies from place to place depending on the demographic of the region.

  48. Thank you for making this thread. I recently became aware that this may be happening to me as well. On reading about several ways technology is used to manipulate individuals for various reasons, I find that I cannot easily dismiss my experience as anything less than what has been discussed here. I am curious about how a person like myself might get into contact with someone who can help to remove implanted devices, evaluate for implanted devices and also to network with others to take a proactive approach to halt this sort of thing. I personally believe what I am experiencing to be live entertainment for people who enjoy watching others squirm as a result of the things they do to targeted individuals. I also cannot put out of my mind the idea of experimentation for the purpose (one of many) of developing methods for submission in various groups. I grew up in a town famous for developing weapons and learned just how terrible people can be to others who do not blindly “fall in line” with the objective. I hope that commenting here does not exacerbate my condition and intensify the focus on me, however if it helps to expose what is happening and lessen the number of people who suffer with this then it is the right thing to do. Is anyone able to help to in the very least lessen the effects and help keep people safe? The dreams are terrifying as is the physical sensations and psychological drain. I wish and hope for the best for everyone experiencing this and look forward to hearing your thoughts.

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