Most of the things, I described here happened(more precisely I started to notice) only after I joined an email company in 2009. Before that, I had a fairly normal life(yes fairly), even though surveillance had begun long before I worked there. Some people honestly try to help me while some others try to ruin my life. So I want to stress that I do not intend to offend anyone who honestly try to help me.
The perpetrators monitor me 24/7. They listen to my phone calls. They listen to all my conversations. They watch my every move ( They even know what I do inside my apartment) , read my emails, credit card transactions, observe my personality, behavior, hobbies, shopping habits……Well, They monitor pretty much everything that I do and say. They have been monitoring me without my knowledge since in my teenage years. Maybe even before that. We never know. I only happened to know this when I was mobbed at my previous workplace. Apparently, that was the beginning of the second phase of this surveillance program. That is the time the perpetrators let the target know that target is being watched or under constant surveillance. Before they launched the second phase of the harassment(sensitization), they had created my personal profile based on my personal information. They know everything about me. They know my likes, dislikes, fears, strengths, weaknesses, personality, behavior,my shopping habits, my hobbies, my friends, relatives etc. Not only they monitor but also they share my personal information with my friends, co-workers, relatives, my managers and even strangers so that they are motivated to say or do something negative. However, It is only certain people who harass me. The perpetrators have created well-coordinated, international civilian spy network. I believe that rogue elements of intelligence community around the world are behind this. They use various community groups from neighborhoods,people from big corporations, religious organizations,police,military etc. Each group may have a leader and they may control the group and me. Otherwise ,no one else is cable of doing this type of surveillance and harassment in such a large-scale. Whenever I meet a new person, the perpetrators approach that person directly or indirectly and share my personal information with him/her.
( Updated on 10/20/2016 – Actually, now I believe the perpetrators use mind control technology /Remote neural monitoring to motivate the people to do certain things or act in a certain way or say certain things. So they may not contact that person at all. It may be done remotely).
They remotely control the way people think about me. They control how people see me. In this way, they can control who I am going to be friendly with , who I am going to hang out with etc. Basically, the perpetrators control my personal relationships with my friends, co-workers etc. Apparently, those groups have the ability to control every aspect of my life. Most of the groups take this opportunity to change my likes, dislikes, behavior etc as they wish. ex : If the group has a nationalist agenda, they try to shape me into a nationalist. If they are religious, they try to make me a religious person. Most importantly they do this without my consent. Most of the people don’t care what I like and what I want in my life. Their main objective is to gain total control of my life.
If they notice that I am out of control or not in line with their agenda, then they punish me. If they notice that I accept the group’s common ideology,agenda, then they reward me. They have launched a psychological warfare. Psychological slander campaign is brutal. The perpetrators use my friends, co-workers and even strangers to influence my thought process. I believe most of the time my friends have no idea about this psychological manipulation. Seemingly there are many informal sub-groups in this disinformation campaign. I assume all these sub-groups are manipulated by one main group.It could be like a pyramid. There are different levels and those who are at the top control every other group. It is up to them whether to harass me or not. Everyone in each group is not bad. Somehow real perpetrators try to turn everyone against me and destroy all my support systems. The perpetrators use divide and conquer strategy to turn people from different races and religions against me. Sometimes, one of my friends can be approached by different people and they may say different things about me. Everyone may not necessarily say negative things. Some are actually trying to help me. However, if there is one guy with bad intention, that one person would be enough to turn my friend against me. When this happens, those who try to help me wonder why I get mad at my friend. They think “well we try to help him and we did not say anything bad about him”. They don’t know another person approached my friend and told something negative about me. Some people actually pretend like helping me. In reality, they are doing exactly the opposite. They might say.” He is such an innocent guy. He does not know anything. He is such a nerd. leave him alone”. Well for an outsider, this seems like an innocent statement. However, still their intention could be something negative. Because of how they portrait me, I may lose a friend I really like. I may not able to talk to a woman I like after she is told so. Instead, a stranger gets to know me by talking to me or hanging out with me, He/she gets to know me through someone else or through rumors. The stranger already assumes I am a certain type of person. If one rumor is not working, the perpetrators may say something like this. ” He is sleeping around. You deserve a better person. He could be dangerous”. When the woman hears this, she does not want to talk to me anymore. You got the picture. They take control of the relationship between my friends and I. They gradually feed disinformation to all who I associate with. This is a gradual process. At the beginning, this may look like some kind of silly jokes for outsiders. Sometimes they pretend like they are helping me. (Actually, there are people who help me. So It is very difficult for people to identify who is really helping me and who is pretending like helping me.) They manipulate my friends to influence me so that they can keep me in line. The perpetrators know that it’s the best way to inflict the maximum damage. The perpetrators are able to recruit some of my co-workers and friends in the local area. Once they are part of this program, they never accept that this type of harassment exists. Some of them may try to deceive my other friends as well. My friends in other states, countries have no idea what really happens here. Let’s say that I did not get along with a person in one particular group. This person happened to be a someone with power and who can control all my communications. Or else he/she knows some of my friends who live in another state or country. Let’s say he/she is a senior person too. Next day this group report back to the network that I do not like senior people and I do not get along with them. So gradually, every senior person from all races, religions, countries are made to assumes I would not get along with every single senior person on earth. This is achieved through a controlled communication. Based on my reaction with an individual, the perpetrators generalize it. They misinterpret it. I have no idea what my perpetrators say to other people unless they react. Sometimes I can guess what sort of lies are told by observing their reactions. Audience(my friends, relatives, family, co-workers, strangers) are constantly fed with disinformation. Local groups carefully manipulate all information. They do not want to look bad. So they never accept that I am being harassed or manipulated even if they know the truth. Again there are some exceptions. Still there are nice people who do not take advantage of my situation. The perpetrators use racial, religious stereotypes as well as any other difference to turn people against me. Those differences could be race, religion, color, region, country, profession, age, gender etc. Basically, it could be anything. I only know what the reason is only after people react. I notice that someone who has never talked to me in person before suddenly hates me. Observing the person’s reaction, I assume what kind of lies perpetrators could have told that person. It is very difficult for me to say or do as stalkers take things out of context of what I say or do and share it with everyone else. So lots of people misunderstand me or misread me. All humans do not think alike or act alike. So someone is always offended when my personal information is shared. Gradually the perpetrators want me to solely depend on them so that they can easily manipulate me. No one talks to me naturally anymore. Everyone seems to be so artificial. This is a very unfortunate situation. (Please refer the link “psychological harassment and psychological manipulation” on top right corner of this page for additional information. This is exactly how they do the manipulation)
Sometimes some of my friends post negative statements on Facebook. It could be about something I did or said in the previous day. Or else It could be something about me beliefs, likes, personality or political opinion. This friend could be someone who lives in another country. But still she/he gets that information very quickly. Different friends post the same thing on the same day. When I see these comments or posts, I want to tell them. “No, I did not mean it that way. You are misinterpreting it”. But I do not want to argue with every friend and lose them one by one. I know it is not their fault. They are manipulated by the perpetrators. Besides, everyone does not post negative things. Actually, some of them post some positive things to motivate me. They are trying to help me to stay positive. If I criticize some political idea, religious view or something, the very next day, I can see several retaliation posts on Facebook. I believe the perpetrators exaggerate what I say in order to turn other people against me. They probably do this in indirect ways. I assume this is a gradual process. This is one-way communication process. My friends always hear one side of the story. The perpetrators are extremely cunning. They even stage certain incidents to convince the audience/my friends that what they say about me is true. They divert their topics during our conversation urging me to say something negative about another friend or a group. Stalkers try to break all my support systems and isolate me from the society. The perpetrators want to convince the audience that I am a loner. The truth is they create a situation where I do not want to hang out with people due to the fear of being bullied or harassed. The perpetrators use my friends, co-workers, strangers to influence my thought process. The perpetrators use various psychological tactics such as coercive persuasion, classical conditioning, silent punishment, breaking social norms etc. The real perpetrators try to frustrate me and demoralize me. Every time I meet a new person, I notice that he or she becomes a puppet of the perpetrators after a while. Some of them even become perpetrators. I just have to play dumb and ignore their bad acting. Everything is orchestrated. All their acts are scripted and meant to provoke me, hurt me, influence my thought process, and make me feel bad or sad. Those acts are scripted to induce undesirable emotions. The perpetrators get into my ego as well. They play with my emotions and ego. They get into emotions and ego of my friends too. Whenever the perpetrators notice that I like someone, they try to manipulate that person to harass me. I used to be a social, fun-loving,friendly person. I had dreams. I planned certain things. I wanted to do certain things. I wanted to achieve certain things. I wanted to explore the world. I wanted to help people. I wanted to get to know people and make new friends. I am not saying I am a perfect person. I have made mistakes in my life. I don’t think any human being is perfect. But What I am saying is I have not done a single crime in my whole life to be treated like this. Now I realized everything has changed. I am not sure I could be that person ever again.
The perpetrators sensitize me to certain words and later they ask my friends, co-workers and even strangers to mention those words during our conversion. The same way, they can use objects, certain acts to sensitize me. When I hear the same word and phrase over and over from different people at different places, I get to know the person who uses those words or phrases is being manipulated. Then I feel like betrayed. I gradually lose interest in talking to these people. Sometimes I get mad too. The perpetrators try to make me look like a crazy person. Sometimes people simply pass hints on me or do some silly jokes. Not knowing what they are doing, lots of people participate in this stalking game. Some of them think this is just a simple joke. As they don’t see the complete picture, they don’t see the sinister side of this program. Let alone dating it is extremely difficult to make any friends now as the perpetrators contact every person comes into my life and turn them into zombie-like people. They decide whom I can talk to or hang out with. They know what types of people I can get along with. So they make sure I would not meet them. Even If I meet someone I like, the perpetrators try to find a way to distance me from that person. The perpetrators do not let me to get to know educated, urban, young and middle age crowd. Especially those who are stylish and modern. So If I talk to one of them the perps tell something bad about me. On the other hand, they ask a narrow-minded, small town, old fashion person to be nice to me. This way they can control who I am going to hang out with. Early stage of the manipulation process, I did not know this. After a while I realized, I rarely get a chance to meet people I really like.
Different groups have different agendas. The group leaders decide everything. (Keep in mind these are informal groups). They control every aspect of my life. However, people in the lower level of this pyramid have no power and they are just the messengers. Whenever I meet a new group or start a new job, I am tested. It is more like a personal/psychological test. Everything is orchestrated. They may think I am not aware of being tested. I am sensitized to their certain acts and words. When I am tested by my friends, co workers, strangers every time I meet them, I feel like they all are fake friends and they are part of this. When I hang out with my friends or any group, I get an unusual attention from everyone in the group. Apparently, they observe me and report back everything I do and say. Everyone wants me to accept them regardless of their interests, personalities etc. Whenever they think, I do not like their views or agendas, they tend to harass me psychologically. They report back in a negative way. When someone knows my personal information, weaknesses, fears, desires etc, it is natural that person could use them against me to hurt me whenever that person feels threatened, inferior, hurt or something. It is the normal human nature.This program utilizes it to harass the target. Imagine everyone in my social circle knows them. The people always act like groups. Groups can be formed based on some common cause. They ask their friends, followers and supporters to make a derogatory comment or say or do something rude whenever they think I am not in line. There are some nice people who are friendly and not hostile. When this happens over a long period of time, I tend not to express my personal view in front of my friends, co workers etc. This is how the programs is used to silent me. They gradually isolated me from the society. The perpetrators quickly jump into conclusion and label me the way they want as soon as I say or do something. Let’s say I don’t like a woman because I am not attracted to her. Then one group may say I don’t like women of her race or religion or color her age range. The perpetrators try to generalize it. They do not let me date anyone. They think I am not deserved to be loved. Ultimately my friends are confused too. They do not know what I like and What I don’t like anymore. They see me through perpetrators view-point.
One of their goals is to degrade the quality of my life. They do not let me enjoy my life. The perpetrators try to humiliate me or agitate me. They play with my ego and emotions. When I fight back, the audience thinks I am arrogant, senseless, heartless, hot-tempered person. The audience does not know that I have been going through this for years. When I am forced to do something that I don’t like, I can do it for couples of times. But when it happens for a long period of time repeatedly, I tend to get intimidated. It frustrates me. Like I said the perpetrators know my personality. They know what types of people I like etc.
I realize some people do this not knowing what they are doing. Some people are part of this just to help me. Some people do this for some personal gains. It could be something like getting a favor when buying a house or a car. Also, it could be a job promotion. Some people do this for pure pleasure. Some people think they are doing a social service. Some other may have been forced to do this. Some people just enjoy controlling another human being. Some people enjoy the false sense of power by engaging these activities. In a normal scenario they are not capable of doing it. Also racism, religious beliefs, skin color, profession, social status or any other difference could be a motivational factor. I have a feeling that my friends are being manipulated and they don’t have freedom to take own decision when they hang out with me or talk to me. I come to know that they are instructed to say certain things or act in certain ways. This is when I gradually lose interest in talking to my friends. I lost interest in hanging out with people. I am afraid one day I will lose faith in humanity. This is how the system is designed. Gradually I lose some feelings like love, compassion, self-satisfaction etc. This is a very unfortunate situation. When you are trying to get to know someone, all of sudden you notice that he/she starts talking about your personal life in indirect way.(Most of the time in a negative way). Sometimes you may have to defend yourself against some kinds of accusations. Some people honestly want to help me because they know my situation. They try to introduce me to new people. Unfortunately, perpetrators blends with my friends/co-workers.They may also pretend like helping me. But they are doing exactly the opposite.
When I move to a new area, the perpetrators recruit leaders from those local community groups and religious organizations etc. When they recruit these people, they carefully decide who can be used against me. They act as intermediate handler between top leaders and people at the bottom of this stalking pyramid. They feed the information to lower level. Audience or the people at the bottom of the pyramid are not aware of this. The ideology/agenda of top level group leaders are the same. When it comes to lower lever, there could be people from different backgrounds. They do not know that they are fed with controlled, scripted information. The new groups also use the same protocol to harass me. Intensity could be varied. I do believe local fusion centers in every state have a direct connection to this multi-stalking. They may coordinate groups. However, I don’t think they directly contact people. They probably use those civilian groups. Whoever is behind this program, wastes a huge amount of tax payer’s money to carry out these operations. But definitely individual groups have greater control over my life. Sometimes a religious group maybe on the driving seat. Sometimes it could be a community group or some other group. This is why I feel that the perpetrators want me to do different things at different time. I see the reaction of the audience also changes when I move into different places. This is because each group shares my personal information the way they want. If they want they can make me look like an evil person or a church boy. The perpetrators decide what type of person I could be. The perpetrators can mislead or confuse the people. Most of the time, the perpetrators try to turn other people against me.
Like I said there are many informal sub-groups. They are from all races, religions, social classes, colors, political parties, regions, countries, professions, small towns, big cities, age groups etc. Informal group leaders of each group want me to accept them and reject other groups. This is an impossible scenario. If one group feels that I get along well with another group, the first group started spreading lies and rumors so that they gradually turn the 2nd group against me. Vice versa is also true. Most of the people do not acknowledge that this is a harassment. They may be participating in these programs because they are afraid of retaliation. Some people do not understand it. Some people are forced to participate in this game. Some of them are blackmailed. There are other factors too. Some people enjoy controlling someone else life . Some people enjoy the false senses of power. This could just be one group who manipulate people from all different races, religion, and color. I cannot pinpoint which group is good and which group is bad. There are good and bad people in every group.
The perpetrators can track me even If I go to another country. So apparently this is an international network. This could be a collaboration work of intelligence agencies of many different countries. (It could be an informal group). Yet all my life events are controlled by the regional stalking groups. I am yet to be fully convinced that this a government sponsored program, even though the government is not ready to investigate these types of crimes. Maybe some rogue elements of intelligence agencies have teamed up with civilian organizations to push their own personal agendas. Or else this could be a government sponsored program to keep people in line.